lovelovelove.
wherever did 'we wont let anything get in the way of our friendship' go?

and you said youre just friends with L, huh?
Trying to lie.
Oh please, you know how smart I can be.
You lie like an amateur, not that I lie so good myself.
But then, who lies and writes the solid truth at their blog?
and about L? sure, Im fucked up about this guy.
Another liar, maybe. I'll give him two months grace.

You, of all people, should know how much I hate being lied to.
I ticks me off, or have you forgotten?.

Just friends, can I laugh?
Or is it forbidden?
Even so, you cant stop me from laughing.
There there.
How can I do that right?
But hey, Im hurt. Im stressed.
Am I not allowed to laugh it all away?
Or should I do what I promised Azri, to bang my bloody head on the wall.
You probably wouldnt care.
Maybe you'd just leave and go running to L.
Tell him whats happened.

I dont know whats happening to us, serious shyt.
Just because of one guy. L.
Just because of him.
I see his smile, I saw his smile before he met you.
The light reached his eyes.
How heartbreaking that is that you get that stupidly fucking awesome guy.
And Im left with those who either broke my heart once,
Or WILL break it.

Babe,
wherever did 'we wont let anything get in the way of our friendship' go?



Not much to say. This week is a disappointment.
Lets see.

I passed Additional Mathematics. That'll be a first. And Im proud of myself of this achievement.
I failed Elementary Mathematics due to my carelessness. Fucked up.
Failed science Chemistry. GREAT disappointment for this, I swear.

I saw Maziahna and Deeana on the way home today. And they looked as if they didnt see me for so long. Okay, indeed we havent seen each other in awhile. But her reaction to seeing me was one that I least expected. Though seeing them made me smile widely, Ive missed 'em babes.

Last week. Takraw match.
Ping Yi Secondary was there. Which meant a dreadful day for me. Why? Isam was there.
Spent time with adek. I love Acit alot ♥

I need to find the time for my Angels [fiqah ^ sheila], Elle, and some other friends.
but time now. time is too precious to waste.
And now im wasting my time typing all this. Shyt.




Seems Andrew can never stop giving snide comments on things or people he find, not suiting his taste. And one thing he cant stop saying is cheesebun. He goes cheesebun cheesebun, maybe trying to avoid using vulgarities since I was getting frustrated by such language. But nevertheless, it did cheer me up. Somehow. Kay bye.




Im sick, serious shyt. Ive never felt so sick for so many months and now it shocks me that im down with fever again. Slept like a pig over at Fatin's. I know, Fatin knows that when Im sick I really sleep like one pig, noone can wake me up.

Anyhoo, got bloody caught in the rain. Im gonna be so sick at school tomorrow, I can forsee that. And whatever, if Andrew found out about it. Cause, I just find him cute, thats all. Nothing much to be spreading rumours or whatever around the class alright, serious shyt uh people.


I find her hair like so, boomz.
Yknow, what with all the colour and stuff.
I love!


This picture is part of my research for Design and Technology, if youre wondering why im being so sickeningly random. My project would be focussing on COLOURS. So, there goes youre answer. :D


xoxo ; dhaniie.



YESTERDAY.

Home > Fatin's House > Century Square > Tampines Mall > Tampines 1 > MacD

Bused to Fatin's. Hasif boarded the bus, cute freak. He sat beside me, I resisted the urge to just turn around and say hi to him, since I was afraid he wouldnt recognise me. So I just gave him one dimply smile.

Reached Fatin's, stood outside her door though she told me to wait at the void deck, I wanted to scare her. It work, she freaked out and oh heavens her reaction was worth a million dollars, I swear.

Went to Tamp Mart to get our Design&Tech stuff, and went up to her place to complete some of the tasks we are required to complete by the next Design&Tech lesson. D wanted to meet but canceled at the last mintue because of some reasons.

Fatin's dad sent us to tamp 1, then we walked to Century Square to start our research, and I went to look at friendship bands when this guy hit me. I turned and he said hi, gave me quite a shock. Luck was on his side, I didnt hit him. Cause he's cute. Haha. Moved on to Tampines Mall, I went to look at more friendship bands, then went to Tamp 1. Went to look around, and when we passed this toy shop, a remote controlled car[with a sponge bread stuck on top of it] zoomed out of it towards Fatin and I. I screamed and ran away, and the bloody sales person made that controlled car chase after me, serious shyt. Fatin was laughing so hard, and I was red faced. -_-

OKAY, IM DONE.




Elle Sarafina ♥

Met Nizam straight after school and trained to Pasir Ris to meet Elle♥. Got to meet her friends, Farah, Khairi, Faris, Fatin Ashraf[?] and some others. Friendly people, easy to get along with.

Anyway, met D. And stuff.
Elle darling would know what happened.

I WANT TO MEET ELLE SARAFINA AGAIN! AGAIN! ♥♥



Taken from FiQah's blog. ♥



And, agreed.


ACIT ! sayang you alot lah, seriously.

Thanks so much for being there for me, never giving up when I wanted to give up. We shared the same problems, same everything. Well, almost everything. You are the one who truly understands me, my problems, and how I feel. You'll be there, you're the first one I find when Im upset, and you never fail to be there. And I truly LOVE YOU for that.

You'll be there for me, and I'll be here for you.
♥♥

And to people out there, who think express students have nothing better to do than look down on others, please think again. The normal academic and normal technical students are smart too, they have their own talents, and most express students know that enough to not look down on them. If anyone out there thinks we are looking down on them, think again. Look for solid proof. Because if the express students really truly look down on the others, then we wouldnt have friends from the other streams. We wouldnt even want to mix around with the other streams if that really is the case. We wouldnt have friends from ITE if that really was the case. So THINK ABOUT IT.





Friday! That was surprisingly fast. But lets not get so high on the hopes that all the weeks would flow by so smoothly.

Went over to FatiinBbygirl's to get my hair dyed. Copper brown. Thats what was written on the box. Copper brown my ass, its red. Nevermind, I still got my hair dyed, and Fatiin is in love with my hair right now. Oh heavens.

Anyways, I saw Syamil♥♥♥ yesterday. at SP. :D

NP openhouse > RedCampers special : I dont think im going.
Im sorry Firdaus. *sad - innocent face*


Alright! Bangs again ♥


Nizam - bestbestfriend ♥


AcitBeautyShakes : Brother tersayang ♥

Half of this post will go to him, the birthday boy!
Acit baby! Its the 6th of January today, so.. Happy 14th Birthday!. Another year older, another year of challenges ahead of you, but I know my brother is strong enough to handle anything that comes his way, right? Study, I dont want to hear a time where you didnt study for your exams. I want you to succeed, all the best in your future endeavors, adek. Sayang kau.

___________________

Mr Koh was so happy today. Too happy, he was hyper. He realised that the whole class was very quiet when he taught. From the silence, he inferred that we didnt like him being our humanities teacher and that we wanted Miss Chan in his place. So, he tried cheering us up by decorating the board with the "Countdown to Miss Chan's projected arrival" along with cute drawings of people and clouds. It was cute. But he was so, i dont know.

Mr Koh : Eh from back here I look at my handwriting it looks ugly

*Silence*

Mr Koh : Eh which teacher has the ugliest handwriting ah?

*Silence*

Mr Koh : dont worry, I wont give you referral for telling.

*Silence*

Mr Koh : ... which teacher has nice handwriting?

Class : Miss Marie Lee!... MISS CHAN!..

Mr Koh : then the ugly handwriting?

Class : Mr __!

Mr Koh : HAHAHAHAHA.


Teacher : I want to get someone with the surname Tan.
*Flips through attendance file.

Class : Aqil! Aqil! Aqil Tan!

Teacher : *still looking through class attendance* No Aqil Tan.

Me : Muhammad Aqil Tan, cher!

Teacher : oh. Aqil Tan, do the [i dont know what he said] on the board.

Class : HAHAHAHAHAAH!!!

___________________________________________________

Mr Koh : Nevermind if it doesnt concern you, I want to tell.

Class : Show off sia cher.

Mr Koh : Eh, of course la. They get good result I must show.

Class : -_-

*Skip*

Mr Koh : compare Mr Koh to National average. Mr Koh is higher.

Class : HAHA.

*skip*

Mr Koh : So who is reliable? Miss Chan or Mr Koh?

Class : MISS CHAN !!!

Mr Koh : no, Mr Koh and Miss Chan !

*skip*

Mr Koh : Then your favourite teacher will come back

Class : yayyyyy

Mr Koh : no la, Mrs Koh. Stil got Koh inside.

Class : -_- !!


bye '09, hello '10
Happy New Year.

Celebrated the new year with Fatiin along with her extended family, Atyqa along with her sister, and Naddy over at Fatiin's house. Purposely went over to Fatiin's early since I want to get out of my house as soon as possible.

Helped Fatiin tidy up her room alittle, tried straightening Naddy's hair, though it really wasnt any use. Laughed and talked crap a whole lot. Been long since I did that. I cried, Fatiin tried her best to comfort and console me. Thanks loads babe. Finally got to meet Kak Irah, jambu like angel uh she. D miss called, Kak Irah called him back. Lucky Kak Irah was around, when he put down the phone so abruptly, Fatiin, Kak Irah and Tyqa were doing all they could to cheer me up.

Texted Luke buddy♥ and Syamil♥♥♥. Luke tried comforting me too, thanks dude. Gave me some awesome advice, he really can be a counselor, his friends were right about him. Texted Syamil to distract my mind, and it really help tonnes for me. I grew lazy of texting so I called him. Syamil made me laugh so hard, I appreciate that. His brother, Dan, joined in the conversation too, and I swear he was making me scream at the phone. HAHA.


Pics with Tyqa, so wait long long till I get them. bye.