|
I close my eyes and dream
DHANY.Loud , Irritating , Cheerful. Asian. Al Faried Yusri - ♥ Family and my girls are 1st priority |
|
|
give me these :
sem 2 : 3.00 GPAmovie date walk by the shore movie marathon Pass Cordova prelims Pass LPPI> polaroid camera DSLR Ask Away.
ShoutMix chat widget Abang Firdaus Elle Sarafina Firdaus Eden Haniszs Shafiqah ♥♥ Ainey Dzul Fathin Aerlisa ! Feefit Fredaaaa ♥ Haney-ssah ♥ Honey [Dhaniyah] Iskandar Izzat Michelle Mirah ! Nadhir Nizam! [BasJengJeng] Riri Zara Ejal spehsial [youtube!] ♥3e2 '09♥ archives
credits
Design: doughnutcrazyIcon: morphine_kissed Do credit accordingly if you changed the icon. |
Havent been updating. Well, im busy, so yeah. So heres a so called decent update. [Monday] Spent the whole day from morining till 12am at Johor with the whole family since parents werent working. Went to Jusco to have branch and get some stuff. [mom bought for me blue and black tights, haha!] After that, went to visit grandparents. Stayed at grandp's house till around 11+, then went to pasar borong [or whatever its called], since aunt wanted to go there. Then mom bought me a Kappa bag. [so obviously I was awefully happy that day]. Then went home, and found out Hassan messaged me. Replied, and then jumped onto my bed and had my rest. [Tuesday] Spent the whole day at home. Used the computer, just to check emails. Then tried finishing homeworks, and then mom wanted to go out for dinner. Decided to eat at downtown. When we reached, I was suprised to see Hakim and Zul. Well, i was shocked to see them together. But I didnt say anything [I almost tegor-ed Zul, but I thought about that again, and decided not to, since if I did that, Hakim would turn too]. [Wednesday] Usual school stuff. Had three hours of math since we [3e2] had math remedial after school. Suprisingly, it wasnt a bore. [haha]. Mr Lim does miracles. [at least thats the way I see it]. [Thursday] Had migrains [once again]. Had an awefully hard time concertrating in class. Rested my head on ZhenYu's table [haha, habit] , till he asked me to go home and rest. [so kind la ZhenYu, rightrightright? haha!]. Had physics test. I know I did badly. - [Today] Im still feeling fever-ish. School was really dreadful because of that.[except for social studies. It was entertaining. haha.] After school, went to eat with Mirah and Anisa.[I ate alot! haha.] Then walked back to the bustop, and saw Afie. [he was knocking on the watermelon and hearing the sound it made. It looked kinda ridiculous. haha!] He saw me, and then stopped knocking on the poor watermelon. haha. I wonder why he wanted to do that. He's so random. Im bloody irritated when you talk about him. I dont want to hear anything about him. Not a single thing. He doesnt appreciate my help. He doesnt appreciate our friendship. He doesnt deserve my kindness. He doesnt deserve the care I give. He doesnt deserve to be my firend. I dont need him to tell lies to me. All I need to know is the truth. And I believe, it aint too much to ask.  [I was standing on an ostrich egg. It didnt crack. So cool!] 10 random facts about me ; 1. My moods change quickly 2. I find that my friends are all so random. 3. I think the guys in my religious class are awesome. 4. I name my stuffed animals 5. I love Taylor Lautner. 6. I admire Edward / Alice / Carlisle Cullen ^^ 7. I tend to be closer to the guys rather than the girls in my extended family 8. Its easier for me to get along with guys 9. I LOVE MY whole FAMILY. 10. Guys are so weird a. Who's the person that tagged you ? Ain! b. Relationship between you & him ? Bestfriend? c. Three impressions of him ? Sweet, Caring, awesome! d. If he becomes your enemy, you will ? work things out. e. What will you say to the person you like very much ? Id rather keep it to myself. f. Characteristic I like about myself ? im friendly. haa g. Characteristic I hate about myself ? uhhhh, blur? my moodswings. h. For the person whom you hate, you say ? shoooo~ i. What do people feel about you ? i dont know. j. Your crush ? taylor lautner ^^ Pass this to 10 people : 1)abang Fir 2)Wanni 3)Freda 4)Shafiqah 5)Feefit 6)Hakeem 7)Deenah 8)Mirah 9)Shaleen 10)Mimi If 5 & 7 were together ? weird Who does 5 like ? i dont really know What colour does 9 like? uhhh, red. I think. Say something about 8. sweet sweet preson Who is 2 ? Hotstuff godsis. ^^ Talk about 3. awesome twin. ^^ Who is 10's best friend ? his twin? haa Who's the sexiest among all 10 ? I cant decide. They all are. What colour does 4 like ? she likes colourful stuff. so i guess its all. Is 4 single ? yess Your relationship with 1. cousins Are 5 & 6 best friends ? no 9's surname ? - 7's nickname ? deenah Say something to 8. Nak meet! ^^ Say something to help 9. take care, study hard, dont give up. ^^ Who do I admire ? Edward Where does 1 live ? Pasir ris 10 of them know you like ? - Say something to 6 when you see him. hi. 10's spouse ? haha. i dont know -----------------------------------------------------------  Before all that, went for madrasah. I have to say that I miss all off you [madrsah dopes], after one week of not attending class because I went on some tour. Yesterday's lesson wasnt really any fun. Ustazah wasnt in her best mood, and well, she started scolding us because of something someone did. [I ddidnt really know the reason why she was so upset with ALL of us. It was really irritating.] Besides that, Syafiq was really getting on my nerves when he kept asking me to switch the fan on and off. [How irritating can he get?!] And thanks Danial for cheering me up yeah? [I love you kawan!] ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- pictures for the tour thingy   I look, funny [I really couldnt find the right word to use, so let just go with the word 'funny' for now] in the picture on the left. I look like im using the plate as a keyboard. [haha, whatever it is, you'll know by now that it was pure candid]. The food, btw, wasnt appetising at all. We ate at this chinese restaurant. I really didnt feel like eating at such a place. [the place was full of those chinese statues and the things that they burn when they're praying, so, it was kind of scary to eat while the statues are all kind of staring down at you] But I ate anyways, since I was friggin hungry. Oh-my-great-almighty. My friend has turned into a matrep. What the bloody hell is happening to you? I thought you were different from the rest. Well, you turned out to be different anyway. In a bad way. [I shouldve listened to what my cousin had to say the other time. I shouldve not made myself be so friendly to you in the first place]. But nevermind, whats done, is done. Ive got nothing else that I can do. Take good care alright? Bye ^-^   Taylor Lautner ; My latest obsession [haha] Fathin, I dont care, Taylor Lautner is mine! [haha] Sounds like were fighting over him right? Yeah, we've been "fighting" over him since mother tongue lesson ended [which was 1.20 i think, because I saw the lower sec pupils being released]. Well, both me and Fathin thinks Taylor IS hot [eventhough he's pretty short; like me!]. But neither of us would give him up. [hahaaa]. Anyway, I hope Taylor gets the role of Jacob Black in New Moon too. He's been wanting that role. [but it was stated in the magazine that he was too short; the description in the New Moon novel of Jacob Black is that he grows amazingly fast ever since he was turning into a werewolf, meaning to say the actor would have to be kinda huge and well, tall]. Thats so sad. And Fathin and I also agreed that Alice Cullen is simply a cute character, or it is described as so in the novel(s). Watch some parts of twilight afew minutes ago, and the actress playing the role of Alice Cullen, was close to what was described in the book. And yes, she IS cute. Im pretty jealous of her beauty. ^^ I AM SO THE SUPERLY-DUPERLY-AWESOMELY HAPPY!! Hello people, how are you? ^^ Oh bloody hell, Im having fever. And yes, im still having those irritating migrains. Migrains during mother tongue, migrains during P.E, migrains during math, migrains during social studies, migrains during english, migrains during chemistry test. And yeah, you've guessed it. I could go on and on if i really wanted to. Its only that im having that migrain right now, so I dont feel like listing any further. I FEEL SO THE WEAK. THIS IS AWEFUL. I FALL ASLEEP EVERYWHERE! - and Hafizh made that "dhaniie, you are weird" face at me when he caught me doing so during D&T. hey, D&T is so dull, and the lesson is held in an air-conditioned room, so give me a reason why I can never fall asleep during the lesson man. - I AM BEAT. Im tired, im going to go and jump onto my bed, fall asleep, and snore like its noones business. haha, yes, IM A PIG. ^^  HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY HANISZS BABY!! [18/01/09] happy belated birthday, to be exact yea? Been feeling aweful these days. I feel like throwing up all the time, even right now. I dont feel like attending school tomorrow, but if I do that, Id miss Mr Lim's lesson [ which btw, is one of my favourite lessons, and dont ask me why ]. Okeh, Ive made up my mind. Ive decided not to attend school tomorrow and rest at home instead, before I end up throwing up on my poor poor classmates. By the way, I really cant explain why I keep on bumping into kaki-gereks. But I find it awesome, since I instantly feel awefully good when Im around them. And I saw Freda today, and if I aint wrong, she was with Deenah. Well, to Deenah, nice seeing you ^^ Saturday, went to a one day tour at Malaysia with mom's company. It wasnt that bad, I had to admit that. Though the part where they brought us to see fireflies was extremely dull, and I really got seasick sitting in the boat for so long, till I fell asleep since I couldnt take the pain anymore. I know, im weak aint I? Anyways, we went to the ostrich farm, and mom bought us ostrich satay. Oh my gosh, I freaked out when I heard what the satay was made of. But I tried one anyway, and honestly, it tasted pretty good. ^^   HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADH baby! whooo, dah tue dah tue! muahahahaaarr. Today's thursday, so as usual my class has 3 whole hours of mathematics with Mr Barry Lim. But I dont hate it one bit. Mr Lim is awesome, really. Ive never had such a great time during math lessons before. Mr Lim made a miracle. hahss. ^^ After school, bumped into Dzul, Zul and their friend at my void deck. Wasnt really expecting to see them there. They asked me to join them and go meet up with Fad and the others at town park. And since it was his birthday, I decided to follow them to go meet up with them. Finally saw Freda just now after so long. And Amandeep is going to be so dead when I get hold of him. What was he trying to do? Ruin me and Freda's friendship? Such an ass, has nothing better to do.. =_= And finally became friends with Ade just now. Wasnt intending to do so, but its already happened, so theres really nothing I could do about it right? But I still, no both of us still cant deny the fact that we both ignored each other completely during the outing to town the other time. And darn, he's still the same old vain Ade I knew. hahasss. Oh, did I mention he was super slenger and blur? hoho. Ade: Hi! Name aku Ade ^^ Dhaniie: Hahahah, e'eh, step tak kenal je seh deknii Ade: [blur face] ... Dhaniie: lupe?. Ade: oh, a'ah eh! yang tu hari tuuu kann, haha. kehkeh. Dhaniie: haha, wth. See, what did i tell you. Super slenger plus blur right dekni? haha, wow! Naseb je cute. (x Sat beside Syafiq at Macdonalds. Talked about stuff, and oh-my-gosh, he is so awefully random. Same as Ade. Well, what to do, twins mah. (x I just got to know Syafiq's in express. Hahaa. If I aint wrong I heard Dzul and Zul mention that Syafiq was in 3e1. wow! Pandai la sia tu galah! ^^ And guess what, he borrowed 5cents from me just to buy an apple pie. haha, what the heck Syafiq! (x  Muhd Syafiq! plus part of my sleeve, haha!. [and some caucasian(ive no diea how to spell that) guy behind.]  Ade! And Dzul. Yesterday was the release of the O level results. As usual, former sec 4 students were all tense while awaiting for their results. Well, after all the suspense, they finally got their results yesterday. And I want to say congratulations to Peck Yeng for getting top ten, If im not wrong. And also congrats to all who managed to pass their O levels. ^^ I keep on seeing Zul nowadays. =_= Haha, ignore the sentence above. I was just being random. Anyways, today was aweful. I almost fell asleep during math lesson. Luckily I didnt. Peck Yeng may know the reason why. Math holiday assignment is due tomorrow, and Ive not completed it yet. What luck! Hope I can finish it before math lesson tomorrow. Hakeem almost fell because of me. 0_0 I kind of pushed him too hard. So very sorry keemy! And, I saw Khairi! Its been ages since I last saw him man. hahas. assignments: ` 14/01 - Malay: worksheet / file cover page [code of arms ] ` 14/01 - math holiday assignment. ` 14/01 - A.math / E.math : Files [Pink/Blue ] ` 19/01 - History Quiz: www.johndclare.net [ TOV: Aims, Terms, Reflections ] -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Edward Cullen vs. Normal guys [???] A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!” Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.” Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.” Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb” Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!” Edward Cullen would say: "Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.” A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you. Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano. If you died, a normal guy would find another. If you died, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living. "Well, I wasn't going to live without you.." He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. "..but I wasn't sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi." As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!” As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.” He smiled my favorite smile. "Hurry back to me.""Always." As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice. As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you. "I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lullaby. Edward was welcoming me home.' A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast. Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday. While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress. Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female. A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio. Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours. While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.” While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you've taken half myself with you.” A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares. Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away. "Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away." A normal guy does it with everyone. Edward Cullen only does it with one. A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates. Edward Cullen buys you a car. A normal guy sleeps before you do. Edward Cullen will lie awake to see you sleep everynight. I found this at some random blog while bloghopping. I find it ubber cool though. I dont care if anyone of you despise Edward Cullen for whatever reason, but I think Edward is awesome ^^ If only I could find someone like him, eyh. ^^
Madrasah yesterday was awesome. The whole class was more kecoh than usual. Especially Hazwan, Syazwan and Danial, or as me and my friends like to call them, Matrep tak menjadi. hahas. Studied Sejarah and Akhlak, if I aint wrong. And ustazah asked us to name at least one 'aim ulama' that we know ro heard of. Well, many of us didnt know any, so ustazah choose someone randomly to answer her question. Turns out she chose Syazwan. hahas. Ustazah: Syazwan. Syazwan: Oh, Ustad Ali Ustazah: Tu dah meninggal kan? Syazwan: Oh, ade eyh?! [insert shocked face] Class: HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!! -- Today went to bedok for breakfast. Then went to whitesands to get some medicine for me and mom, and then went straight home, since both mom and I werent feeling too well. -- I knew this would happen again, sometime. We aint as close as we used to be. Maybe, it was always going to end up this way. If it does, i'll end up loosing every single person I used to trust, slowly. Ive seen the pattern, seen it rather too many times. It was always the same. Once we were great friends, there would surely be something that would tear us apart, something that would be ready to destroy a perfectly awesome friendship and turn us into strangers. I cant stand this anymore. It really sucks, dont you agree? There would always be pain, everytime some person decides to step out of my life. And each time, the pain doesnt fade. It keeps on building up, till I really have no more strength to keep it bottled up in myself. But people keep telling me to move on. Seriously speaking, Its really darn hard to do so. And I know the people who have been in my shoes would fully agree with me. ^^ HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY JANNINE
While on my way home from school, saw Iszzuan. I had the same reaction as earlier in the morning when I spotted him standing in a corner, waiting for someone, i guess. Before I could even call out to him, he waved at me. So I waved and smiled back at him, and went of. I MISS that badut. (; Been very very very busy with school, assignments and tution these days. School ends an hour late this year. And Im usually awefully exhausted by the time school ends. Reason being ive been reading twilight till late at night. The book really was too addictive to stop reading it that easily. I just bought the book on sunday. And im left with afew more pages to go. Till then, i'll save my money and get my hands on new moon soon after im finished with twilight. Today, I just got to know one of my former juniors ended up getting Changkat as his secondary shcool. Saw little Muzaihan at school today, and I was pretty shocked, yet excited. I didnt expect any of loyang pri students to end up studying at Changkat. Btw, congratulations Muzaihan for passing your PSLE and making it to secondary school. ^^ Yesterday saw Danial while on my way home. I swear his reaction was down right hilarious when I shouted after him. He looked at me as though I was some kind of ,... well, whatever it was, he looked at me as if I had put him in a trance. I tried my best not to laugh until he left, of course. ^^ "Stabbed" by Shaleen! ^^ ; RULES : Bold the statements that are true to you Italicize the statements that you WISH are true Leave the Fibs alone Then, stab 5 people to do the same test. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I miss somebody right now. I don’t watch TV these days. I own lots of books. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm TOTALLY smart. I've broken someone's bones. I'm paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need money right now. I love sushi. I talk really, really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D I am usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends. I am currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. I enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop then eat. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. I'm a pretty good dancer. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I would die for my best friends/friend. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. I have dated a close friends’ ex. I am happy at this moment!! I'm obsessed with guys I study for tests most of the time sometimes. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I can work on a car. I love my job. I am comfortable with who I am right now. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I worked at McDonald's restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went college out of state. I like sausage. I love kisses. I fall for the worst people. I adore bright colours. I can't live without black eyeliner. I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. I can't whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I've ever written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. I'm an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex. I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Fortunate Victims ; *hakeem *wanni *fir *freda *feefit ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ edward cullen, superbly mysterious, ubber perfect. such a wonderful boyfriend <3
Im sorry I didnt wish you earlier. I wasnt feeling that well, and there was alot of things running through my mind at that time. Hope I can make it to your chalet tomorrow. And I hope you'll like me&Freda's present to you okay? i love you cousin! ^^ Besok birthday sape eyh?♥♥ ^^
|
