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sem 2 : 3.00 GPA
movie date
walk by the shore
movie marathon
Pass Cordova prelims
Pass LPPI>
polaroid camera
DSLR

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Abang Firdaus
Elle Sarafina
Firdaus Eden
Haniszs
Shafiqah
♥♥

Ainey
Dzul
Fathin Aerlisa !
Feefit
Fredaaaa ♥
Haney-ssah ♥
Honey [Dhaniyah]
Iskandar
Izzat
Michelle
Mirah !
Nadhir
Nizam! [BasJengJeng]
Riri
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HELLO PEOPLE!! ^^

I regretted not following Faez♥ and FadFeiraz♥ to their friend's barbeque pit today. I told Faez I was too tired, malas, and I ~~havent taken a shower~~, so I didnt want to go, since i'll have to rush and get myself ready. [haha]. And I really cant believe he practically called and begged me to follow them, and he told me FadFeiraz was super sad I couldnt come. Awww, cheer up buddy, we'll meet up soon, alright?.

I had a great time laughing on the phone while listening to him talk. Cos his voice sounded so awefully 'sengau'. He really made me laugh when he said my name. I swear, it was so darn cute. [haha]. I really couldnt help it.

And FadFeiraz♥ , Im sorry I cant tag along. But we'll meet up soon alright, buddy. Dont worry.^^

andd, Ive been taged by Ainn.;
1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
]cheeks

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
]tired

3. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
]myself

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
]no

5. Would you ever donate blood?
]yes

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
]yeap

7. Do you want someone dead?
]no

8. What does your last text message says?
]you dont have to know

9. What are you thinking right now?
]should i text him?

10. Do you wish someone was with you now?
]yes.

11. What time do you go to sleep last night?
]1plus

12. Where did you bought the shirt you're wearing now?
]somewhere in bedok.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
]yeap

14. Who was the last person to text you?
]ain

the 10 people♥/;
`abang Fir
`Fredaaa
`Ain
`FadFeiraz
`Faez
`Shafiqah
`Shahila
`Hanis
`Feefit
`Wanni

15. Who is the number 2 having relationship with?
]noone

16. Is number 3 a male or female?
]female

17. If number 7 and number 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
]haha, weird.

18. What is number 1 studying about?
]uhh, i dont really know.

19. When was the last time you chat with them?
]yesterday

20. Is number 4 single?
]i guess so

21. Say something about number 2.
]awesome twin.

22. What do you think about number 3 and number 6 being together?
]not gonna happen

23. Describe Number 9.
]great friend

24. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fight?
]try to help them settle their fued. i wont wanna see them fighting.

FadFeiraz

Awefully Boring Day -_-

I dont understand why matreps and minahreps LOVE to spend their time at escape. Its both a waste of money and time. Theres nothing much. Though the haunted house was alright. I screamed like some mad woman in there. Luckily there was a guy that went in with us, to help us get out of that place. Thank you, whoever you are. ^^

Overall, today was okay, since I finally got to spend time with Ain babyy. Talked alot. Shared stories, as usual, and did some catching up[?] Didnt get to share much, since I had to be home early. And im having tution afterwards. MATH tution, to be precise. Speaking of tution, tution mates are really testing my patience. Irritating freaks.

Made a new friend today. FadFeiraz! Awesome dude, really. I guess I find him awesome since we have so much in common. Its great chatting with such a kecoh person. ^^ And Nizam, my irritating-but-bestest-random guy friend, irritated me by sending me nudges at msn again. I really have to get him a hobby. Something to keep him from nudging me all the time. HAHA, like I will. No, kehh. Im not so mean, like you all. [nehnehnehpoopoo]. ^^

i forgot what the drink's called. haa ^^

Sorry I keep on deleting previous posts. I just felt like doing so. So i'll rewrite about whatever that has hapened. -

Saturday, finally got my hair cut. Mom bought me a skirt, and movie marathon-ed. Watched Gridiron gang and peterpan. Both movies were nice. Well, I like these type of movies anyway.

Yesterday, went for branch at pizzahut. Siblings were happy that parents finally brought us there, [haha]. I really liked the drink [picture above]. Awefully nice. - Anyways, after eating, went to get my school shoes. And it was such a coincidence that aunt and cousins were walkinng by that particular shop at that time. As usual, mom and aunt talked. And cousins were making me laugh so hard with their antic[s]. Theyre such jokers.

and right now, this hell of an irritating-but-awesome-bestest-random-guy-friend is trying his very best to irritate me by sending me nudges at random times at msn. Its freaking irritating, but I entertained him anyway, since he's always been there for me when I needed him. Sometimes he's really such an ass. I really dont know why he likes disturbing me so much.[haha]. But no matter how irritating he gets, I still love him that asshole. Because its really difficult to find a friend like him nowadays. Anyone agrees with me? Oh, nevermind, I know you all agree with me right? [haha].

THAT GUY REALLY GETS ON MY NERVES. mfcuker. scram, dude.

tell me, you remember.

I MISS EVERYONE

2nd Jan, please come.

Yesterday was quite awesome. Spent the whole day with family. Had much fun. Especially with everyone being in a good mood. Mom was like the elder sister I never had. No wonder peeps thought mom was my sister. [haha?] ahhh, I love my family.♥

And I saw a guy that looks like Nizam. And NO, Im pretty much sure that it wasnt his twin. ^^

ku tak sangka, cinta sunnguh menyakitkan hati.
`no more hope, i guess.

I really miss those times maaaannnn~

I feel like rewinding time, to visit the past, and enjoy those times again. Though there were some days I really dont want to relive. Especially the days Ive spent with him. Biggest mistake, i can never forget, i guess? -

Yesterday night was awesome? Aunt was making up jokes about having a long nail on the middle finger [inside joke]. And then cousins Izzul and Afiq started telling stories about this guy at our uncle's workplace. I swear, it was darn hilarious. You wouldnt know, because you werent there anyway. ^^

keh bye, ^^

editt-

yes, no, maybe. can you repeat the question?.

Just afew more days till school reopens. Time does fly when we're having fun, I guess. Not that ive had that much fun during this holiday, anyway. But it feels as though I did. Okeh, maybe I had more fun during this holiday than previous holidays.

First day of school is garaunteed to be awesome, since I'll be meeting up with Fredaa and the kaki-gerek[s], and maybe some other people. Not forgetting Id finally get to see classmates and schoolmates again after this long holiday. And I really cant wait to wear my school uniform and carry my school bag to school, looking like a geek [ well, thats what many peeps call me ]. And yes, I know it may seem weird that I suddenly have the urge to wear that uniform eventhough Ive hated it so much before [ if you read my previous posts, you'd know ].

Speaking of school, holiday assignments still aint completed. Im freaking stressed right now. Ive only got about two weeks to complete all of it. What the heck, thats simply, impossible. Im dead meat. -

And I cant believe Singapore lost to Vietnam yesterday. Dad and me were really hoping Singapore would win [duh]. Dissapointed man, people. [hahasss]

hanya enkau yang mampu, ______.♥

should I?

i rock, i know. haha, keh shut up, Dhaniie. -

Im awefully bored, and theres nothing to do. And dont think im any where near good mood. I still feel so gloomy. Maybe because im keeping things to myself. I dont know which will be worst. Letting it all out or keeping all this to myself. aaaaaaah, stress stress. -

Anyways, math assignments are impossible to finish. I cant solve them, like what the heck. All I have in mind is to complete my Social Studies assignment and im done. Math?, i dont care.

only i know

Theres so many things ive got to say-

So many things on my mind. So many things I just wont let myself to let it all out, in an attept to save myself from embarrassment. Questions have been running through my mind. Many of which i dont have an aswer to. I dont feel good keeping all this to myself. Neither do I want anyone to know about this. Oh, I feel so aweful right now.

Im not really in the mood for anything. Dont be suprised if i dont want to tag along to movies and such, with anyone of you. I dont think anything or anyone can cheer me up right now. To make it all worst, I have math tution later. What luck.

so cool,
so calm,
so charming.
the awesome feeling i get when im around you.
i think ive fallen in love again.
i think ive fallen for you.

♥

no mood. go away. farfar away

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MIMI & AWIE.

warning : this post is gonn be boring. x___________x

Im irritated with my phone. Cant text or call anyone currently, because my sim card is rejected. Neither can i recieve calls ar texts. Ah, my phone can go to hell, for all i care. -

Not really in the mood to do anything. The thought of _____ and _____ makes me feel super irritated. All i want to do right now is listen to music at full blast and play with my psp. Its raining right now. Its as though the weather is changing together with my mood[s], wow.

Chatted with Nizam just now. And I have to admit, Ive missed him alot since the last time we talked, which was months ago. And I cant believe he can remember many of the little details we talked about lastime. Especially about hakim. I really cant stop thanking him for helping me get over hakim. - He made my day, as usual. Such a great friend. ^^

Anyways, Ive got 4 free tickets to escape. 3 have been taken. So easy said, Ive got 1 free ticket left for anyone who wants to come along. If you do, leave me a tag at my tagboard or a comment at my friendster, thank you. ^^

sometimes, bestfriends are all i need.

shaikh! -fredaaa said we look cute together. [haha!]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIQQ [12th dec]

hahs, tak tau your age uh dude. sorry?

yesterday went out with Shaik, Syafiq galah, Fredaaaaaa, Dzul, Zul, Fadhli, lil sis and Ade. I think thats about all of them. Im really sorry if i missed out anyone of you. tak sengaje, so no hard feelings please.

met up with Fredaaaaa, Shaikh, Zul and Fadhli at Simei first. Like most of the other times, I was early. Way too early i guess[?]. Went of to town first. Went to get the present for him. Thank you all of you for being patient with me. I know I was rather fickle minded while picking out the present for him. And thank you to Shaikh and Fadhli for being my models yea[?][hahaaaa].

Went to wait for galah and Dzul at the Singapore River area. Those two were so 'lembab', i swear. After that went to eat. Then Ade[hadi] came. I was seriously so irritated with him. Reasons wont be stated ^^. ~

Went to the Esplanade after that. Slacked, camwhored. Didnt get to snap a picture with Syafiq and Dzul, though. Guys really made my day, except for one. Nevermind that, thank you Syafiq, Dzul, Shaikh, Fad and Fredaa for cheering me up yea[?] I love you guys so much! Btw, did I mention most of us were wearing striped shirts? So cool, i know. ~

-

Today went to Marina Barage. It was nice. Nothing much to say.
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I WANT THAT NIKON CAMERA.

OH, I MISS WEARING THAT UNIFORM.

dont ask me why i suddenly want to wear that.^^

wowweeeee, i look like a geek. yay! [haha]

Im staying at home again today. And Ive decided that i should try my very best to complete my holiday assignments by this week. So im gonna start with my math today. And maybe bring my social studies assignment tomorrow and ask Ain for help. ^^

The moment i finish my assingments, it'd be a huge achievement. Its really difficult to finish up any of my assignments with my siblings around, since the assignments are so awefully difficult! What do the teachers think we are[?]. Brainiacs or what.

I cant stop myself from eating chocolate nowadays. Reason being that delicious kuih raya is coated in chocolate. And obviously its too deliecious to stop eating. I am so going to gain weight. [haha]

keh bye.
^^

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO ERWIN ^^

finally sixteen eh dude? hahas, dah tue! ^^

Whooooooooooooosh,
Hari Raya-ed at maknek's house. As usual, cousins were all there, except for some. Was kecoh! Reason being little cousins were screaming and shouting while chasing each ohter around the house. While older cousins, including me, were playing around with the electronics that were on the table [haha?]. And as usual, there werent enough seats, so i sat on Abang Afiq. It really is comfortable, for your information![haha?]. I love my cousins. ^^

Yesterday, was supposed to follow mum and sis to get her school uniform. But I overslept and ended up waking up at two. Late, I know. I guess i was tired[?]. -

Today, went out with Haney just know. She wanted to get her niece a tiara. So sweet right? [haha]. ^^

im done, keh bye! (:

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY IRFAAN! ^^

wow! Irfaan dah fourteen la sekarang, eh?.

Im bored, with nothing to do. Few more weeks till school reopens. I still have loads of homeworks to be done, and ive yet to get started. Math homework really makes me get so stressed out. Same goes for social studies. I wonder how im going to cope with amath and DnT next year, though many told me i'll do fine. Im scared. 0_0

Enough of the bad news, FREDAAAAAAAAAAAAA'S FINALLY BACK[!!!] and its good to hear the she had a great time at Dubai. ^^

keh, bye ^^

Best madrasah buddies ; Shaleen aint in the picture.

I know you're a very nice person. Sweet, caring, friendly and protective when it comes to loved ones, which includes me i guess? But sadly, he doesnt see that. He just made his first impression when he had a glance at you. I already told him that judging a person by his looks aint going to stop me from being friends with you. Yet he insisted i should stay away from you. I tried explaining to him that you had once stood up for me, therefore the only way i could repay you was to be a great friend. I know he doesnt have a good first impression on you, but you will still remain as one of my greatest friends, no matter what. Its hard getting a friend like you. ^^

Im not stating who that message is for. You all can go and find out yourselves right? No really, i wont tell anyone except for some people. So the rest can go and find out yourselves aye? okay good.

Sorry if the pictures in the previous post aint clear. I'll get Fadhli to edit them soon enough yea? so be patient if you cant really see the pictures. My camera quality aint that good anyways. ~

I MISS EVERYONE.- esp Freda Nur Deanna , Nurain , Naazira , abang Fir [!!!!!]

'D' - Dhaniie!

Im finally back from the chalet. I had tonnes of fun, thanks to cousins, matmat loyang, Fadhli, Ain , Naaz, Azhary, Hakeem and Hyrza.

First day of the chalet was quite okay. Almost everyone from my extended family came down. There were five families, so you all can imagine how crowded and kecoh that day was. And Ahary, Faris and Hakeem came down too, so that makes it much more kecoh, dont you think? Had loads of fun butter-ing the hotdogs before bbq-ing them with Hakeem and Faris. They had so much jokes to share, plus doing nonsensical stuff every few minutes. They really made me laugh till my stomach hurt. Such great friends, arent they?.

Second day. Cousins Izzul, Afiq and Syamil came quite early in the morning, since they saw that i had no company. Played psp and shared afew games with each other. Most of us were so 'kemarok' playing our psp[s]. We got kind of bored, so my mom suggested that we play Uno. Played till some of us got irritated, and then we played twister. It was awesome, reason being i got to see cousins getting tangled up while trying their very best not to fall down. Unfortunately me, Izzul and Afiq werent so flexible as compared to the younger cousins, so we were out of the game in no time. Carrying on, went to rent bikes with cousins, then cycled around Pasir Ris beach/park and saw Fariz. Talked to him for awhile, and then cycled of. Went back to the chalet soon after, and texted Fariz asking him to come down to the chalet for atleast awhile, but sadly he couldnt. So he asked matmat loyang and Fad to come down ard 6+. Went to pick Ain and Naaz up, then Fad and the guys. And its the first time i saw Syafiq in person. Wow! He's cute! haha. He taught me some songs on the guitar. Thank you Syafiq! Lepak-ed with matmat loyang , fad and ain until they had to go of. Camwhored alil bit with the guys. I certainly enjoyed a whole lot with them. haha. - After everyone went home, stayed up with abang till 5plus. Spent the whole time sharing stories, bbq-ing, walking around, and helping each other with our problems. It was pretty cool. And i felt much better after telling abang everything. It was one of the best nights. Thank you abang, i love you! ^^

Third day, didnt do much. Played twister with cousins. It really was so much fun, seeing everyone getting tangled up and having a hard time trying to stay in the game. Me and Afiq really had a hard time. I guess were not as flexible as the younger cousins. hahaaa. Fetched Hyrza after the game, and went to the beach to see Izzul and Dan fish. Went of to the class pit after changing, and we were caught in the rain. We then changed our mind and went to slack at ehub for awhile. And then went of to the pool at the chalet to meet up with Fir and friends. I got alil scared of the dragonflies flying around the pool, so we went back to the chalet. Ate, and Hyrza went of. [Actually, nothing much happened]

PICTURES! ^_^