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the thought of O level
Was day dreaming just now, as usual I have nothing much to do compared to the other teenagers around my age. Eventhough im not grounded, I feel like im grounded. Holidays are boring, maybe I should just give Syamil a text saying I need the time with him and Diniy.Back on track. I was day dreaming, like I said. And it suddenly struck me, like, someone threw a brick at me or something. I had totally forgotten Im going to sit for my O levels next year. Next year. In just afew months time. I dont know whether it was good or bad, but Im simply scared out of my wits. You may say, " come on Dhaniie, the Os are still months away ". If that sentence was coming from those people in the express stream, I would really say that you have to wake up. Months away, yes its true. But how confident are you that you'll pass with flying colours, right? Im aiming 18 points, maybe less. I hope I can meet my target. Anyways, havent been talking to Fatin much this holiday. Seems we're drifting apart. But somehow I dont seem to care. I havent fully recovered, still sick. Whats more, Im becoming so much slower. So if I dont get what you tell me, dont get mad. If you do, then nevermind, I'll freaking get out of the way. Im in no mood to entertain much people, Im in no mood for anything much at all, and as you can see, my posts are getting much more dull by the day. I need a day at the beach, someone please accompany me. I feel like going with Shaikh, but even the thought of having him accompany me to the beach just makes me upset. Even when I so badly want to spend time with him. So seems Im becoming prety much empty inside. There's not a spark of light in my eyes. Only few know me enough, till to see that little spark of light in my eyes with what im going through right now is something so much to them. Im not promising anyone. Im not promising Syahidin, Fatin, Fred, Kadri, Sheila, Fiqah, Elle. Im not promising that I can ever come out of this blackhole. And be the cheerful girl that all of you once knew. And Im very sorry for that, do forgive me. |