Im sorry, you guys. ]:
kay, this post wont be much, just want to say afew things to two very special friends.

to Dzul :
Im sorry, please dont be mad at me, Im begging you. I never did intend to hurt anyone here, really. And yes, I know she's your friend, but isnt she mine too? Eventhough I may be uncomfortable being with her, eventhough I have my doubts about her, isnt she still my friend too? I know how you feel, It wasnt nice for Fatin to have posted that in her blog, I know. I have spoken to her about this, I have told her that its wrong. And on her behalf, Im saying sorry.

to Dinah :
Babe, dont get the wrong idea when I say im uncomfortable around you. I just feel that way because I dont seem to click with you and Mirah. But eventhough im not comfortable around you, I still regard you as a friend. Maybe we should hang out during the holidays, me you and Mirah, so as to make me feel more comfortable around you guys. takecare babe. :D


Now, I really need someone by my side, to comfort me because I know Im going to breakdown anytime now. Im in need of a really tight warm hug, and my favourite person to get hugs from is currently angry at me, you know who you are. Getting these hugs from anyone will do. More specifically from Abang Firdaus, Abang Afiq, Hyrza or Anisa. I really need Abang Syamil and Abang Firdaus by my side right now, but sadly they're currently having their GCE O levels now. All things go bad at the wrong timings, dont they? things went bad around the time of the mid-year examinations, I couldnt turn to cousins then. Yet again things start to turn for the worst, and I cant turn to my cousins for comfort or advice even now. Like I said on Friday : Ive already lost you, and it already hurts me deep down inside, I never fail to cry myself to sleep each night. And im not ready to lose you even more, and you know what I mean. I still do love you, I still do care for you. And I really miss you. ]"':