i'll miss you, buddy. ♥

Had A hard time going to sleep last two nights. Reason being Im feeling rather unwell for the past week or so. Im really hating this. I keep vomitting, my stomach hurts. Im having a fever, and the rain yesterday made it worst, thank you.

Yesterday was unbearable. Thanks to Kadri and Fatin for helping me pull through. I had to let a bestfriend go, really let go. Im not going to interfere, if thats what his girlf wants. Im sorry if I caused you any trouble, bestf. Takecare of her and yourself kay. Also, I have to bear with it, Im telling myself not to visit his blog. Kadri, Ain, Naazira, Shaleen and Fatin knows why. It hurts. He wouldnt understand, Ive tried to explain countless times, he just doesnt wait and listen to what I have to say. He tries to comfort me, I'll feel better then, but I'd get hurt again later. I just doesnt seem right.

Woke up today with a frown on my face, Fatin called me at 7.45am. Listened to what she had to say with answers that I think irritated her. For example ;
"dhaniie, aku nari takleh make it"
"ahhh"
"eh aku takleh dengar ape kau ckp"
"aahhh"

I know my answers were short. What do you expect, she woke me up early in the morning when I wanted to get some rest. I wasnt in the mood to talk to anyone. And afterwards I had a hard time falling asleep again, but well, I managed to fall asleep and wake up at 11.13am since Fatin called me again. I didnt aswer, though. Wasnt in the mood. Lay in bed till 11.30, recieved text message from Dzul. Replied, and texted Anisa that todays outing is canceled due to the many people who cant make it. Yes, the outing was canceled. I dont really mind though. Still feeling unwell, and he's worrying too much, it makes me worry too.

Didnt even meet up with Freda. Guess she was busy? And Hanissah too. Everybody suddenly seemed so busy. I got so fed-up I didnt even step out of the house to make the outing just for Elle, Lisa and me. tsk.~

On the contrary, REDcamp is in 3 days time, freak-out! Go centurions! :D