I dont dare look you in the eyes ;
Since Ive caused you so much pain , friend.

Ive read her blogpost, Ain. Yes, its sweet, but there were afew sentences that hit me real hard. I felt guilty, Ive never felt so guilty in all my 15 years. Her words were chosen carefully. Careful enough not to hurt anyones feelings. But not careful enough to stop me from feeling so guilty right now. Im sorry, friend, if you ever thought I took something very precious away from you & If I made you bleed inside, everytime you see that something so precious to you. Im really sorry. ]':

Currently chatting with Luqman-hero. He's trying his best to cheer me up, but nothing seems to work. Im starting to shake, tears starting to wet my cheeks. I cant take the guilt, its too much. I need Cousins ; Abang Syamil and Abang Firdaus , Bbygirls ; Fatin, Anisa, Fiqah and Sheila , Guy-Friends ; Hafizh, Luqman, Fred, Acit and Isam to be by my side right now. Im just going through a hard time.

Fatin may not want to listen to my problems now. Youve got problems with Wanyol. And Ive been listening to your problems about Wan, why not you just listen to my problems and listen to evrything I have to spill out now? Well, its okay. Ive got Luqman-hero, Acit, Nisa, Sheila, Fiqah and others to be my listening ear. I dont want to trouble you. Just dont get worked up if I decide not to listen to your problems one day. ~

Assalamu'alaikum people, iloveyou. ♥