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Went to Malaysia yesterday, eventhough its National Day. Mom and Dad insisted that we visited Grandparents. So I followed. Went to have branch at City Square, and afterwards went to get some stuff at Kip Mart. Mom bought CDs, so I wouldnt get bored while spending the day at Grandparents' house.

Reached Grandparents' house, salam-ed everyone. As pernormal Kak Sarah and I were struggling to salam each other.I DONT KNOW WHY. She doesnt let me salam her, haha. After that, switched on Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak. The show was funny, and abit illogical. HAHA. The toyol was so huge? but still, freaking cute. Dhaniie like! ;D

Watched the National Day Parade on telly at Grandparents' house. The Parade this year doesnt really have the 'wow' factor I was expecting. Nevertheless, I quite enjoyed watching it. At 8.22, mom received a message from Uncle. The text he sent was really hilarious, though Im not typing it all out over here, I have reasons. Abang Syamil♥, your dad is so very patriotic eh? haha!

Okay now, Nizam is being such a pain in the butt, disturbing me for no reason. Though Im pretty sure he's doing it for fun and out of boredom. Nevermind, I'll entertain him. Im bored too, anyway right?. Nizam went to watch the fireworks too, how unfair. Everybody seemed to enjoy yesterday alot.

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My heart is slowly falling apart again. It hurts, alot. And like Ive said, I dont think my heart could ever take another heartbreak. But it just did. And well, I dont think you realise. Its okay, really. I'll still wait, I'll still be here. Struggling to get back up everytime Ive been pushed aside. And I realise, that when you need people to be there for you the most at any point of time, they simply wont. It just tells us that we have to fight, to stand, to be strong all on our own. But to those who've helped me see, and realise that its just another test from Allah, I thank you all. Thankyou ; Anisa, Amir, Hadi. You've all been nothing but the best.

okay, I think Ive said enough, right? Assalamualaikum, Iloveyoupeople ♥