19th December - Elle Sarafina
22th December - Hafiz Spencer, RC6
25th December - Shakir
26th December - Khairul Marzuki, RC6

Friends' birthdays are just around the corner. And check out the dates. Close, right? Anyways Im thinking of getting Elle something, but what? And lets see, she fears meeting me up on her birthday, apparently Im the most dangerous person to meet up during your birthday, right Elle? *wink*














New Moon : Jacob Black is ♥



New Moon was okay. Its a mix of comedy, and beautiful romance. Just the way I like it. But someone fell asleep during the movie, and practically snored from beginning till end. Truely irritating, I must say.



Jacob Black!♥ . Oh he is just such a charmer, to me. So if you dont agree with me please shut up, thank you very much. I would be so very thankful to get such a caring, loving and protective boyfriend, just like Jacob. I wouldnt let him go, ever.


Happy birthday Ho Ming
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Phlegmatic Temperament :

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. ...While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

Bolded are the points that I find are true about my character.
Coloured and in italics are ones that Im unsure of.




Freda

I miss this hyper girl lah, when was the last time we went out or hung out together? Im guessing the last time we did was on Fad's birthday. And gee, how long was that. Afew months I guess, about 10 months ago? Yeah, we do bump into each other constantly while on the way to school in the morning, sometimes in the afternoon when we're on our way home. Hug, chat alittle, and we'd be on our way. I just miss hanging out with you, having you be random and super hyper around me. Hahahaa. Eh, panjang jugak aku tulis pasal ini anak.



elle sarafina ♥
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This post goes out to my dearest girlfriend, Elle Sarafina ♥ :

Thanks for hearing me out, darling. You really have been there when I need someone to lend their ear, just to listen to me pour it all out. From the very start, about Shakir and all. Eventhough it was just for awhile that we talked last night, it atleast got the pain lifted from my chest. Thank you Elle.

And do remember, dont be too sad alright? Be patient, they would surely come by when the time comes. We really shouldnt rush right now, most of them are only going for those that can satisfy them at the moment. The matured ones would surely go for girls like you, darling. So just take your time, dont go to them. Let them come to you.

I love you muchmuch, darls.
Meet up soon, yeah :D


Images are as clear as ever.
You know you cant escape those flashbacks.
Even if you try your best.

At times like these, I cant help but reminisce. To take myself back to the past. To experience all that we once were. To try and recall every bit of detail. And compare to what has become of us now. And I dont care how much it hurts me deep down inside. Because I know I would breakdown every now and then when the flashbacks come by.


Nobody can bring back my old cheerful self from the person Ive turned into now. Because its trapped somewhere deep. And as for that Id congratulate anybody who manages to bring back the old me.

What I want now is to have Abang Syamil maybe along with his bestfriend Diniy, to be around me. Maybe Id indulge in all those delicious treats : chocolates, icecream, frappes. To take my mind off all this. I guess watching Luke's extreme Wii boxing aint a crime either.

So bye ♥



weird dream?

Adin ♥

The picture's there for a reason:

I dreamt about Adin lastnight. A very weird dream, I shall say. It seemed real though, since Fatin, Hafiz, Faizal and Nadiah were in it too. So it went pretty much like this. :

It was supposedly a planned re-union outing between us girls and our above mentioned student leaders, Adin Hafiz and Faizal. The weird thing is, why only three of us girls and three of them guy student leaders. So I was rushing to meet Adin and Fatin at Pasir Ris mrt platform, apparently I was late. Trained to City Hall where the others were. Nadiah started nagging about how late I was and how she had to entertain the two guys and she was the only girl.

Went to Esplanade. Sat there in a circle, Adin and Nadiah by my side. Fatin suddenly jumped up and exclaimed :
"I Love Elmo!"
And sat back down. Hafiz got a huge shock out of that, he made a 1 million dollar face, and all laughed except Fatin and Hafiz, I guess they didnt really get why we laughed. Haha..

Was basking in the beauty of the sunset and Adin was playing with my hair. Which is very strange considering the fact that I am not close to him at all in reality. And out of the blue, he played with my fringe and said :
" You dont look pretty with your fringe this way "
And he did something to my fringe, and I was beginning to say something, but I decided not to. Nadiah and the rest were urging me to say it, so without looking at Adin :
" Adin was hoooot "

And they all laughed and rolled on the floor, including Adin.
Then I woke up, startled. haha. Come on, I obviously dont have the guts to say Adin is hot right infront of him right?

kay bye!
selamat hari raya haji.
Im back from Darwin, Australia. Come on, be happy. I want to see a wide smile upon that face of yours, thank you very much. To say that Darwin was a great place, would be such a lie. Though I did enjoy myself, since I got to learn afew things along the way. But the heat was really unbearable, it was really difficult to find halal food, and the shops were closed most of the time. So, as a Singaporean, who naturally likes to shop, staying in Darwin even for afew days can be torture. Reached Singapore at 9.53pm [Singapore time] on Thursday night. Switched my mobile on and the texts kept coming nonstop, like wow?. Decided only to reply texts from Kadri and Alex, and then texted him.

Enough about Darwin. Its Hari Raya Haji today. Grandparents are over at my place, meaning aunts and uncles are coming over. Abang Syamil came over. That made me happy. Even though we've just met about a week ago at REDcamp, I still missed him alot. What can I say, he's an awesome cousin. So he went on disturbing me about the centurions cheers, and I went on teasing him about the Spartans cheers. Both of us got frustrated with each other, so we agreed to joke about the other tribes's cheers. Had a great laugh, really. I love my cousin!