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2011-12-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

new blog click here

Fashion rant

2011-12-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

I love her hair colour and length.

Not forgetting her while heels.

2011-10-11T20:04:00.001+08:00

What have I done? I wish I could run

Away from this ship goin' under

Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone

Now I feel the weight of the world is

On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?

'Cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes

But if I get stronger and wiser

I'll get through this

2011-10-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

So raise your glass if you are wrong

In all the right ways

All my underdogs, we will never be, never be

Anything but loud

And nitty gritty dirty little freaks

2011-10-02T12:03:00.004+08:00

Good Afternoon, lovelies!

Trying out a new style of wearing hijab. What do you think?

Going out fro brunch soon and then off to madrasah for remedial classes. Prelims for LPPI are in 2 weeks time, I am literally starting to panic. Good news is, LPPI papers itself are in December, so I still have quite some time to read up and revise the topics.

Baby would be sitting for the papers too, so goodluck to my class and his class and may the best get the best marks (?)

Guess thats it, blog soon!

America's Next Top Model :Rant

2011-09-29T20:03:00.004+08:00

2011-09-29T12:19:00.000+08:00

You're the best♥

2011-09-29T11:51:00.001+08:00

Not good enough.

Not smart enough.

Not pretty enough.

Not slim enough.

Not being enough.

Thats what Im afraid of.

2011-09-25T22:11:00.005+08:00

Hey there people.

Guess what, Im back!

After months of not blogging I realised how much I missed doing this, having a place to spill everything out. Not that twitter doesnt serve me that purpose (yes I actually abandoned this and ran off to twitter).

All Im saying is, lets start over.

Hey Im Dhany, you are? :D

2011-02-04T20:34:00.004+08:00

I miss this. I miss how pretty my hair was even though I was so stressed with O Levels. I miss how my weight either mantained or decreased due to the stress even thoughI ate alot. I miss how I could wear so many clothes in my closet and I looked good. As to put it in a simpler way, I miss how stress keeps me, my whole life in fact, in perfectly good shape.

I really was not aware that I was gaining weight, and still gaining weight. Not until my mum kept saying that I look rather plum now and my lil sister kept pinching my cheeks saying Ive gotten so much chubbier.

Lil sis :"Along, you looks so cute like small kid so chubby! Like cat see your eye so big!" *pinch*

Mum :"Along, lastime you so slim now ..."

Like okay, sure I look cute but I agree with my mum! I AM SO HUGE NOW. haha okay Im exagerating, but Im really so chubby now. I need to lose 8kg before school starts. Hopefully I will go back to my old routine of eating healthily for 3 meals a day.

And also to snack on cherry tomatoes. BECAUSE THEYRE HEALTHY AND YUMMY GILER!

hahaha.

Sotong, Penguin dan Beruang

2011-01-24T17:45:00.002+08:00

In short, today was both awesome and chaotic.

Met up with Fatin to find a job, but as usual we end up getting sidetracked at the sight of clothe shops. Bored to our wits cauese we couldnt get any job vacancies so I guess all i have to do is go for my interview tomorrow.

Met up with Marc hunns because I was tired to the max due to my lack ofstmina cause Ive been sick for the pasttwo days. Marc was sick too, adding on to that he was heartbroken, therefore the reason for our meet up. Loads of fun criticising each other. HAHA. If we didnt consider each other as siblings, it wouldve been like flirting, like seriously? Pinching my nose, make me feel so small uh this sotong. <3

<3
annyeong,
PS: I love sotong ttm! hahs

2011-01-10T18:22:00.003+08:00

OLEVEL RESULTS ARE FINALLY OUT !

I passed ,and hopefully I continue my education at the polytecnic of my choice, Amin.

I am also proud of my cousin, who also managed to pass his O level. Abang, remember we need to go out and celebrate! hehe.

Congratulations to all my friends who managed to achieve an aggregate that will bring you to poly, especially : -

Fatin Liyana <3 -Freda <3 -Maghfirah -Haniszs !

And Im sure my other babies did well. <3

2010-12-24T00:42:00.010+08:00

New photo! [231210]

After so many months, and finally a new picture. Im sorry, but Ive been looking like a total wreck, therefore holding me back when it comes to taking pictures of myself. And yesterday I decided I needed to look fresh, so I had a Do-It-Yourself haircut session in the afternoon. I layered my hair, and cut my fringe into cute bangs.

2010-12-23T01:09:00.006+08:00

I have a sudden crave for A&W waffles. With the icecream on the top. Yes, nasty cravings, very unhealthy cravings indeed. But nevertheless, I dont care because I DO excercise. :)

Speaking of icecream, it has reminded me of my pretty girl Yurica. Who is so totally obsessed with So Nyeo Shi Dae. Mehhhh~

And she says Im prettier than her? Appart from these humungous things I call my eyes, Im not as pretty as she is, this minah Soshi will never agree to that. Hahaa.

She said something so funny I laugh macam jantan HHAHAAAAAA. And I think I woke my little sister in doing so, kekeke. "They have kening highway I dont have". Hahaaa, seriously uh this girl, Ive never met a chinese girl who acts so much like a malay. Mane orang tak panggil you minah, babe? hahas.

2010-11-10T19:01:00.005+08:00

Big Bang - Beautiful hangover

君は my beautiful hangover, hangover.
君は my beautiful hangover, hangover.

輝くヘッドライト眠らない街へ are you ready?
ここからが勝負　アセらずに　限界まで全開で行こう
流れる radio 縮める距離を
行き先はまだ　言えないよ.
Honey, close your eyes.

We're gonna get down, down, down.
Give me love, love, love.
探し求めてた lady.
誰にも止められない making love 気が済むまで, go.

君は my beautiful hangover, hangover.
君は my beautiful hangover, hangover.

It's me, GD. I know you love me.
My beautiful girl, 1, 2, 3, to the 4-sho.
One like you, there ain't nobody can do them things you do, so true.
I'm so excited, delighted. I won't deny it nor fight it.
Baby, you got what I need.
Got me jumping, jumping off my feet.

Baby, that's no playin', delayin'.
Always got me feelin' that healin'.
Everyday, I'm smilin' and wildin' when I think about you, think about you.
Baby, I'm flyin' so high and I won't stop bringin' and bringin' that.
BIG, TOP.
Baby, that's how we'll be.

We're gonna get down, down, down.
Give me love, love, love.
探し求めてた lady.
誰にも止められない making love 炎のよに熱い

君は my beautiful hangover, hangover.
君は my beautiful hangover, hangover.

You got my heart, ラブゲーム, makes me crazy, baby.
Kiss my lips, 狂わせ 360°
もうなるように　なるしかない

We're gonna get down, down, down.
Give me love, love, love.
探し求めてた lady.
誰にも止められない making love 気が済むまで, go.

君は my beautiful hangover, hangover.
君は my beautiful hangover, hangover.

Ready, let's go!
What a life to wake up in love
Anytime I can't get enough of your kindness, sweetness
I don't want it ever to end
So amazin' all the above
Any way you take you show love
You the finest and I just...
Wanna give you all my baby (ohhh...)

Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.
Beautiful, my baby.

* I dont want anything except more of you.

2010-11-09T12:56:00.003+08:00

Taeminieeee! ♥

Xander! ♥

Kibuuuuuum :D ♥

Kibuuuuuum! [again] HAHAHA ♥

2010-11-03T18:54:00.004+08:00

The story ends here, Im sad to say. And I'll start anew.

Maybe to you, I seemed heartless to break it off today. Though truthfully, I will be missing you just as much as you are going to be missing me. I dont show it, I wont show it. I dont want you to pity me for my mistakes, for letting you go and ending up hurting myself. Theres never a right time to say goodbye, and notice, I didnt say the word once. Hope this makes us both feel better, takecare! You deserve better. :]

2010-11-02T18:26:00.002+08:00

알렉산더 유세 비오
♥♥

2010-11-02T17:41:00.002+08:00

Okay, I definitely want to get my hands on these contacts.
They're all hands down gorgeous!

Imagine how gorgeous my eyes would look during graduation if I wore those.
Ah, Ive fallen in love with coloured lenses. hehe.
I want to get that red one! ~

2010-10-17T13:53:00.002+08:00

Imagine we're taking a walk by the beach.
The sun is setting in front of us, the clouds turning orange. The melodious sound of the waves crashing. Its peaceful, quiet. You can hear the leaves rustling in the wind. You feel the sand running beneath your feet, smooth and calming. We look into each others eyes. In such a place, what would you feel? Your heart skips a beat? You get a fuzzy warm feeling? You get lost staring into my eyes?

2010-10-08T19:58:00.001+08:00

파도처럼 부숴진 내 맘
바람처럼 흔들리는 내 맘
연기처럼 사라진 내 사랑
문신처럼 지워지지 않아
한숨만 땅이 꺼지라 쉬죠
내 가슴속에 먼지만 쌓이죠

태 민

2010-09-21T18:36:00.003+08:00

태 민♥

사랑하

2010-09-21T17:00:00.005+08:00

대니 ! ♥

아기를 내가 사랑하는 당신은

2010-09-04T07:40:00.003+08:00

안녕!

hahas.
k bye

2010-08-28T06:21:00.003+08:00

Chaos.
Bestfriend turned enemy, whats this?

Its the way he wants it to be, then I shall play along. Be the lucifer. A taste of his own medicine, I suppose. I shall live my life and let my ex-bestfriend be. Its wasted really, how 4 years of our ever blooming friendship turns to dust in just a second. If he wishes to hear this from me, I do feel sorry. But really, theres no other way for him to realise his mistake.

Call me a bitch, I dont give a damn. 'Cause I'll be the most heartless person he'll ever know starting from now.

-dhaniie.

2010-08-21T11:51:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY
SeungHyun

♥♥

2010-08-21T07:39:00.001+08:00

B3 for o level Mother Tongue.
unacceptable.

and yeah, aint retaking despite of that.
stop asking -

2010-08-15T09:05:00.000+08:00

2010-07-25T20:32:00.006+08:00

Lee Taemin ♥

I am officially in love with the youngest member of Shinee, he's so adorable, I swear. Unfortunately, Im not really into Shinee, I just love Taemin. I hope there wont be any.. misunderstandings ? Heh.

2010-07-24T21:39:00.007+08:00

♥ K-POP FEVER ♥

Ji Yong. [G-Dragon!♥]

Jae Jung [Hero!]

Jong Hun

Jae Jin

Tae Yang [Sol!]

Yunho [U-Know!♥]

HongGi

Dong Hae

Gi Kwang

Reowook

2010-07-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

[hey, look over here! *snap]

Hey people, been long since Ive updated, am I right?
Alot has been going on. Lets keep it short and sweet, shall we?
A conflict with Danial, twice. Fortunately, weve been able to get our friendship back on track, Alhamdulillah.
4e2 '10 class barbeque [midyear]. A blast, I must say so. I had plenty of fun, class barbeque pictures are uploaded here, though its only a fraction of it. All the photos are over at facebook, do check it out.

Hey apple, Hey apple, Hey apple. Lets cam-war!

Come again?

yaww, our teachers are our bestfriends ♥

Arthur is adorable! awwh

Yay (Y) , its weijian and aqil people!

Featuring Mrs Te and adorable Chloe ♥

Awwwwh, Look how close me and Nigel are! just like '09 huh? :')

2010-06-15T00:41:00.003+08:00

My darling !>

Herlmi dearest, Happy Birthday!
Im sorry I cant celebrate with you or whatsoever. But I promise to give you your present when we meet up. Do smile, I dont want to see you frowning anymore, it tears me up. Be happy! Love you darling,

xoxo.

I miss you, ♥

2010-06-09T11:13:00.003+08:00

Muhd Izhwan ♥

Dearest, I miss you. How long has it been? Its been more than a three weeks since we last met, and I cant take it anymore. In your absence, I havent been able to stay so positive all the time. Im giving you space, I am, but it hurts me to know that you get alot of attention from other girls , there on the other side of Singapore, and I cant do anything because I wont control you.

Please , meet up soon okay? I miss you, more that words can tell.
♥zhwn.

chalo;

breaking my hiatus again. For someone. :D

2010-05-28T14:12:00.002+08:00

Its the 28th of May today, and dearest Hafizh Rizqi turns 16 today! ♥
Half a year with Joey, instead of him sitting infront of me really has been quite a bore. No sarcasm, no jokes, no lame remarks, no bets on who'll do better in the class tests, common tests, midyear & endyear exams. No un-artful drawings of each other during Design&Technology lessons. And the list goes on. But today, id love to wish dearest adek ;

Happy 16th Birthday Hafizh Rizqi.

Im really sorry I forgot your birthday, though. Will make up for it okay? Love you. ♥♥

im breaking my hiatus, momentarily.

2010-05-21T18:46:00.002+08:00

Im breaking my hiatus, because I really cannot keep this to myself.
I really cant.

Career Fair.
I was only looking forward to the last segment of the day. Booths from various polytechnics in the hall. Once I stepped into the hall, the first polytechnic I searched for ewas Ngee Ann, and I swear I grabbed Fatin and dragged her halfway to the booth before she realised what in the world I was doing. Nice. Anyway, Im either going through the DPA for CSAECS or MCM in Ngee Ann Poly.

Changi General Hospital.
Straight after school, went to the hospital to meet up with Ummi. Took the ten bucks she had to give me, and registered before going up to the ward to visit Maknek. Had a great time laughing thanks to Instructor Ahmad [guys! he's a nurse! woahh] , Maknek, Abang Izzul , and Fatin for making jokes out of everything.

Lunch.
LJS. Darn full.

After all that.
Went to the library. Fatin's library card wont work. Till she paid her outstanding fees of 0.60 dollars. HAHA.
Went to Tamp1, then off to TampMall since Tamp1 was fairly boring.
Went to toysrus. I found this small baby doll. When I say small, I meant that it was tiny. So I disturbed fatin by clutching the doll with my knees and screaming :
" Oh my god, My babdy came out! My baby came out! Unwanted abortion!"
Fatin and I laughed so hard.
Then we went to CS, to cool down from the heat outside. Went to see the skateshoes at this skatershop. I was really sarcastic with the cute salesdude there.

Sales dude - SD
Dhaniie - Dee
Fatin - F
Kay go! *look down, no i mean, scroll down*

SD : Hello, korang carik kasut macam mane ni?
Dee : Oh, hmmm, nta plak eh, kite just tengok2 je skrg.
SD :Oh, okay. *stands beside me and looks at me and fatin*
F : Dhaniie! *mumbles something*
Dee : *interrupts* ah, ni dier! this is what Acit wants! $109! how am I going to afford?
F : -_- eh I want that type of shoe *points*
Dee : I cant find that shoe that I wanted! Where IS it?!
SD : oh , ah ....
F : *interrupts* Orang dah beli, aiyoooo
Dee : But I had my eyes on that one! this is so merepek!
F : Dhaniie! *pulls me*
Dee : what what what?!
F & Dee : * screams* {we saw a manequine }
F : eh look at that girl, her face got panau
Dee : which one?
F : The on wearing faded jeans la.
Dee : oh, err kay.

^okay, yknow what? skip^

SD : uhhh, actually kan, korang boleh tengok kat luar. Kat luar ade lagi kasut, baru2 punye. *smiles*
Dee : oh, really? haha. *smiles and turns around*
Dee : *pushes fatin outta the way* oh, i like this! *points to pink shoe*
F : okay...
Dee : *moves shoes on top of shoe i want*
SD :*walks towards fatin and i*
SD : awak nak kasut ni?
Dee : *turns shoe upside down* takde harge ke?
SD : *smiles sheepishly* uhh, ade. $45.
Dee : brape?!
SD : $45
Dee : *makes interested face* oooh, okay. boleh lah tuu.
SD : *waits and smiles*
Dee : I dont have the money now. argh. hmm
F : [ i forgot what she said ]
Dee : *turns and smiles at SD* hmm, thanks eh. sorry. bye! *smiles*

HAHA, like so bastard. i know.

CHALO~

Hiautus babies, hiatus.

2010-05-20T19:36:00.004+08:00

Mid-Year results are out.
English - Pass
Emath - Fail
Amath - Fail
Combined [ss / hist ] - Fail
Design and Tech - Pass
Combined Sci [ phy/ chem ] - Fail
Malay - Pass!

Next will be my Malay Language GCE 'O' Level papers, waiting for me. Let me rephrase, coming fast at me, in a shorter time than I would expect, Id be sitting in the examination hall next two Mondays attempting the paper.

Two months from that, its prelims. and three months from the actual GCE 'O' Levels. So I would like to wish the best of luck to my darlings. Especially :

FatinLiyana Adek ♥

Abang Syamil ♥

Izhwan sayang ♥

Sheila ♥ and Fiqah ♥

And others :
Hanis , Farah , Nigel , Mariam , Jessica , Anisa , Hyrza , Vanessa , Catherine , Ain , Syazwan , Haney

Appart from that, I'll be on hiatus. But stay tuned, I'll update when I can.

chalo!

2010-05-15T19:05:00.002+08:00

Muhd Izhwan Bin ..

Finally, I get to meet Mr Prettyboy bestfriend yesterday after my papers. I got a shock, he got a shock, when we saw we had a huge height difference. Nevermind, I love this pole for who he is. And oh, i love his eyes. ♥

Anyway, things went well. There were afew moments where both of us said nothing, there were moments of which I did not believe happened. Nevertheless, it was fun hanging out with Wan♥ and Im already missing him. Shucks. Meet up veryvery soon, bestfriend. And thanks for coming all the way down to Tampines from Woodlands, I love you loads.

Argh, I know my face sucks, but will you just look at how charming he is? HAHA.
My face last minute, kay. So shut your pie-holes. :D

Chalo~

2010-05-11T19:45:00.004+08:00

June Holidays, come quick.
I cant wait to meet dear pretty boy *points down* :D
A real pretty boy, aint he?
Yeah, he's my bestfriend, back off alright? Haha, no seriously.

So, June holidays, arrive soon will you. So I get to meet up with my bestfriend ♥

2010-05-07T17:54:00.003+08:00

Look at her pretty hair.

I want to have hair like that, like come on.

Beauty.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO

SAAT! [L]

5May10

I hope you love the rasta bracelet I gave you, had your eyes on my darling bracelet didnt you buddy? Well now you have it, its for keeps, so thake care of it will you. And hopefully you remember the awesome buddy who gave it to you, yeah cutestuff? :D much loves, Dhaniie.

English Paper1 and Paper2 tackled.
Mother Tongue Paper1 and Paper2 tackled, well not really.
Today, Combined Sciences[Physics/Chemistry] practical. Lets not say I aced it. Yet.

For Mother Tongue paper, having no idea of the meanings of certain words was absolutely inevitable. Especially since my Malay vocabulary is really very limited. Though I can say that my Malay vocabulary is improving, however not drastically.

Been texting Muhd Izhwan Bin ..
:D
He's great company, no doubt about it.
But I think his prepaid is low now. How very inconvenient.
Now, however, I really feel the urge to text Abang Syamil.
Chalo~

2010-04-29T19:10:00.004+08:00

See that prettyboy up there? Yeah there? *points up*
Well I miss him. Dont get anything wrong, he's just one of my favourite cousins.
But I figured, well, I shouldnt disturb him.
I hope he's doing alright, gosh I miss him so much.

Okay skip -
I know, dead blog. I just simply dont have the time to update. Or atleast, type out a proper post for y'all readers. Nosy people, y'all are. Hah. Want a sneak peek into my life, aye? Well, Im sorry for causing any inconvenience, Im busy with my studies.

Speaking of which, my Mid-years are officially starting on friday. Science practical. Nice. I hope I do well for physics. hah.

Kay next up, Mother Tongue GCEO levels coming up on 31st May right? If im not wrong. So you smartheads go check the calender and read between the lines, alright? It'll give you answers to why I wont be updating neither blogger nor tumblr much.

kay, Chalo~

2010-04-11T12:53:00.001+08:00

flag day yesterday.

*bugis
*people ignored me
*disturbed a guy, super cute please. xD
*met dee
*dee treated me and fatin to starbucks.
*brokedown
*bought rings, i love.
*saw riffa & syafiq
*met fiq
*conflict with minahs
*conflict with fiq's sis and friend.
*they suck
*trained home
*saw fatin's ex
*hotness.
*home.

2010-04-03T05:16:00.002+08:00

My smile's wider when you're gone.

My oh my, why do I keep missing that little darling. I should hang with him more, get him to turn my frown upside down. Irritate the hell out of me by talking nonstop. Making everything seem funny.

Enough of Saat. Im bored right now. Currently texting Zai. Eventhough im difficult to impress, im astounded that he could tell what type of person I am just by the one sentence I texted him. Impressive as it is, it still freaked me out.

stabbed in the heart

2010-04-01T18:34:00.002+08:00

Sports day this year sucked big time. Fatiin and I got bored watching people compete, so we went to slack in the changing room. Ive got to say that slacking in the changing room was much more entertaining compared to watching the competitors compete.

Met up with Acit, Yusri and Saat before going off to change at Tampines interchange, while the boys waited right outside the toilet door. And bloodyhell, each time the toilet door swung open, they'd peek in, taktau malu la satu2.

After changing, went to get my contacts. Asked Nigel, Fatin, and the guys for their opinion on which colour I should get. Saat and Fatin wanted me to get green. The rest wanted me to get purple. Oh well, majority wins right?.

Got the contacts, and the guys went to smoke somewhere while I went to show the restaurant "Manpuku", which had cheered me up a week before because Hakim mistook it for "Manpuki" and started insulting Luqman. haha.

Aterwhich we went to meet the guys at McDonald's to have our lunch. Yusri, Acit and Saat bought their food, we just shared with them. Hee. And I have no idea Acit doesnt eat spicy food. He couldnt take the spicy shaker fries, super hilarious. Saat one the other hand, couldnt stop talking even when he was eating. In the end I asked Saat whether he was tired of talking in hope he would shut it for a while, but to no avail.

After eating, and laughing while we're eating, and choking while in doing so, we were off to Century Square as I wanted to get that cheap nail polish remover and nail polish. Saat distracted me when I was finding the right colour of nail polish by jumping in and out of the shop, saying that " Aku half boleh masok half tak boleh masok ", as he had an icecream cone in one hand.
It made me laugh so hard, really. He's so irritating but Ive got to admit he's very cute.

Fatiin went off and I was left with the guys, who apparently wanted to check out the skate shoes. Oh, Ive got my eye on that Vans shoe, its freakingly nice. Told Acit to get that, but he said he wanted to get Osiris instead. You little bugger.

Went to take 81 from opposite Tampines Library, and bumped into Saat's little sister. She's so cute, just like her brother. HAHA.

Bussed to 565, slacked there, laughed at Saat a whole lot. Till Raimi came and my heart skipped a beat. He totally ignored me, and it really hurt. Acit, Yusri and Saat we're pestering me to start a conversation with him, but I just couldnt bring up enough courage to do so. Met Sabby. -

Slacked mostly with Saat, Yusri, Farizzuan, Luqman, Apai, some schoolmate of mine & some coral sec dude. It was a separate table from the rest, I couldnt help it but look over that coral sec dude's shoulder to look at Raimi, but I didnt have the courage to slack at the same table as him.
Spent the rest of my time being teased by Farizz, Yusri and Saat.

Went off by 5. Home.

someone apologised. so much for ego.

2010-03-30T21:10:00.002+08:00

Hey dude, so much for ego right?
I knew, someday, somehow you would put aside your humongous ego and apologise for all your wrong doings. But hey, by the time you realised, dear boy, its way too late. The door for forgiveness is almost closed, and youre trying so hard to squeeze through. Im not sorry, however, that I cant forgive you. Hurt me too deep with your lies, and who knows, youre lying right now? I dont believe your words, I dont trust you anymore. Find another way to be friends with me again, find another way to gain back my trust. Chalo ~

heyhey, happy 16th birthday.
Sorry about the past yea? sincerely. I dont want any foes, i dont want any feeling of hate. ape yang sudah tu sudah k? please.
ive let go of everything already. and ive forgoten all of it. now, can we start a new as friends? instead of us being foes? please....
idk whether youre convinced, but im truely sincerely sorry.

please, forgive me for all of my wrong doings.

and please dont ignore, cause im sincere here.
will be waiting for a reply, please. just a simple reply will do.

2010-03-29T17:48:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to me ♥

Finally, its March 29th. Im finally 16. Thanks you all for the birthday wishes, I really appreciate it. You people are awesome.

Thanks for the wishes [according to time] :

Haikal . Acit♥ . Raimi[bongKsioww]♥ . Sheila♥ . Ain♥ . Fatin Liyana♥ . Michelle . Nadiah . Aizat . Muz . Noor Amirah . Jessica♥ . Nicholas . Aqil . Aida♥ . Fathin Aerlisa♥ . Mr Ho . Fiqah♥ . Nigel♥ . Anisa♥ . Hyrza♥ . Wanni♥ . Nianting . Zara♥ . Syahidin♥ . Iskky . Mai . Manfred . Zubb♥ . Angela . Shaun . Hakeem . Fahmi . Raimy . Jacinda . Adi . Farrini . Elle Sarafina♥ . Isam . Hariz .

Thanks for the hugs and presents [incomplete] :

Fatin Liyana♥ . Fathin Aerlisa♥ .

a little thing called reunion

2010-03-26T19:41:00.002+08:00

Hey you people!
Im going to try something new today.
Im inspired by Fathin Aerlisa and Mariam, my two lovely awexums.
Credits to those two lovelies.
So here it goes :-

DhaniieDee - Midget
26th March 2010
Blogging while smiling widely to myself.

Let me explain to you people why im smiling to myself. Im ever so happy today, really I am. I finally got to meet ShaikhBuddy after such a long time, I was super ecstatic to have met him today. Adding on to that, Hakim, Luqman and Zul tagged along, and trust me, those guys are the awesome-est people Ive know since, 2 years ago.

In between everything, I saw Dzul, and I shall say it ruined my mood till I caught sight of Shaikh and Hakim. Haha, buddy cheered me up. Love you, buddy :D

Slacked with Hakim, Zul and Shaikh while, I have no idea where Luqman went. Truthfully, I dont think Hakim has changed much since the last time I went out with him, which was pretty much 2 years ago. Still the same old legong I knew. Anyways, I gave him 5c since he was short of money to board the bus. HAHA, And I swear the way he counted 55c, just 55c, was so freaking hilarious. [Dah sah ex aku legong] HAHAHA :D

I really cant say much for Luqman, I dont know him well. As for Shaikh and Zul, I cant say much either because I see them most of the time :D

Okay Im starting to miss Hakim, Zul and Shaikh, damn it.
Meet soon guys!
Chalo ~

2010-03-24T17:21:00.001+08:00

Im jumping on the inside.
I met baby today.
♥

2010-03-23T19:37:00.001+08:00

Update! : 6 more fucking days to my birthday.
Hell yeah, baby.

This whole week, I wont be able to meet baby♥. Why? Because of my darling English enrichment. But what heck, I can endure for this week, I can.

The cut-off point for Film and Media Studies; Mass Communication, is 10 points. And apparently, Mrs Te says that in order to atleast make it into that course, Id have to score two points lower that the cut-off point. Meaning, she's asking me to be a single pointer [which I feel, is truly difficult even if I put my heart and soul into achieving it]. Not saying that I cant, I just have to do lots of tideous work, revision every single day. By doing so, Im sure I can make it, atleast 9 points? :D

Come on babies, pray for me. :D
Im praying and putting alot of effort in my malay.
Hopefully by august, when the MT 'O' lvl results are out, Id have achieved an A1 :D

kay bye babies.
feel like calling Raimi♥, then again, maybe not?
tataaaaa~

2010-03-17T19:09:00.002+08:00

March 17th.

Its 12 days to me turning 16. And I dont know if I should be psyched about that, because at the moment, im not on good terms with pretty much most of the people that are dear to me. I think someone would be happy with this news, no? Definitely, yes, I think she will be.

Argued with my dearest 'wife' this morning, argued with love♥ at noon. And truthfully, I am not very happy right now. If only I could go to the pit, if only. Then I'd be slightly happier that Id get to meet love♥, give him a reassuring hug. Oh God, I miss him so much right now. Its true, what he said. That we cant live without seeing each other everyday. Well, technically we can, its just hard to get through the day.

bye.

2010-03-15T07:19:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA, like I fucking care about being gone eh please.
Im happy you kicked me outta your stupid life. :D

2010-03-12T18:14:00.001+08:00

on to tumblr.
most posts would be on tumblr now.
and ive got a new number.
though im still using my old one.
just contact me at my new one.
kay bye.

♥i miss bongksioww

2010-03-06T15:40:00.001+08:00

Sheesha with Acit and the rest.
But fuck im unwell. -_- next time , I guess.

2010-03-03T19:02:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Ummi & Shafiqah
much loves, ♥♥

2010-03-02T18:29:00.006+08:00

Blog: gonn' private it soon.
So some eyes wont see the words here,
Some bitches and sluts cant get through and read.
and later on fucking go around and spread to everyone, such fucked up attitude.
Its bloody childish, you bitches. I swear I cant take this nonsense.
Though I sometimes laugh at your stupidity. Its hilarious, get that into your head.
I hope you can comprehend my simple English.
Because I really am trying hard not to put in difficult words.
^_^

Want excess to my blog, tell me okay? :D

i love A♥

2010-03-01T19:12:00.004+08:00

Im no longer there. And if youre reading this, Im really happy Ive let you go.

To say that you'll wait alongside me till the time comes, well youre a real big fucking liar. And here I am, a changed women. Im stronger, to ignore your messages. Im stronger to tell myself that youve always been a liar, lying to me, brainwashing me.

Now I know, that Fatiin, Azri, Syahidin. Maybe even Herlmi and Aqil, were all right about you. They warned me, but I was too brainwashed by you. They held me back, but I remained stubborn.

And now, I dont regret knowing you. Im just full of regret for loving you, for wasting my time on you when I really had Azri, all the while waiting and watching by the sidelines.

But forget about all that, Im with AZRI♥ now. And I love him dearly. I guess I love him more than I loved you.

2010-02-20T15:30:00.002+08:00

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. Independence is important to you.

*****

Cross-Country at Bedok Reservoir Park today. Arrived very early, the secondary 2 girls havent even started the run yet.

Im superbly happy that the weather today was windy, not sunny. If it were to be sunny i think even walking that whole 3.8 km would wear me down. HAHA. Back to what I was saying. I was superbly happy that it was freakishly windy, and I didnt mind at all since I clipped my fringe up. So Fatiin and I walked most of the way so we could enjoy the cool breeze, and ran the last quarter. HAHA. You would never guess what position I came in. *winkwink

Abang Firdaus ran pass Fatiin and I when we were at about the.. 5/8 mark. Abang told me to run but instead of doing so all I did was, going "jia you! jia you!". Hello, some support from me will help my cousin go a long way. *smiles widely

I supported Illya too, when he by-passed me, that is. "Go Illya!".
And Illya looked back while running just to say "thankyou". So cute.

And during prize giving, Fatiin and I went to get some ice-cream. Yumm!
Then we went to sit with Abang Fir, Haziq and the rest. And I didnt know boys gossip too, till I got prove of it myself. Anyways, abang came in 6th position, if im not mistaken. See, a little support from me does help my cousin go a long way. *smiles super widely

xoxo ;
Dee ♥

2010-02-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

♥ fadee anilza

Uniquely Awexums. Dont ever try to copy this, its our trademark. I know the name's awesomely nice. Of course it is, its the combination of our beautiful names ; Fatiin, Dhaniyah, Anisa, Hyrza Insanilza. None of you wouldve thought of of a name as such, so please, none of you shall use it. Be original, not unoriginal. Unlike some people I know.

Martin :
Hey there. Sure Id drop by your blog, but I need your url. If you ever drop by again do leave a tag with your url. Thanks! ♥

2010-02-16T18:30:00.001+08:00

Facebook is getting on my nerves.

2010-02-12T20:13:00.002+08:00

"We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."

2010-02-11T19:42:00.002+08:00

5% of battery left, and you run like a ninja just to get to your charger.
So typical, am I not right?

***

Got to have as much fun as possible tomorrow with FatiinLiyanne ♥
She's going off to KL for 3 days? Im going to miss this chick, eventhough she may have made me boil on some days. But hello, 3 days. That long. But not as long as the last time we were seperated eh, 4 days babe.

Whatever. Come back soon.
Bring me goodies!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-02-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

I want to go home with Acit.
Again.

♥

2010-02-05T20:11:00.002+08:00

Number 6 ♥

Amir wanted to meet in the morning since he wanted to talk to me, guess he figured we havent been seeing each other much when he saw me watching him play the takraw match. Been long since Ive spent time with him, so I agreed to.

So went to wait under his block for 5 minutes and I got fed-up. Haha, sorry Mir. So I texted him saying Ive reached. Waited afew minutes more while staring into blank space, and I didnt realise he was already beside me. I got a shock when I saw him looking at me, but I didnt show it. So walked to the bus stop, and talked along the way. But it was total silence at the bus stop, what the hell. But with him beside me, it wasnt awkward at all. ♥

^skip what happened at school^

Museum straight after school to go to the 'Quest for Immortality' exhibition. I can say it was quite interesting, but Azri ruined everything by causing me to have a heartache. Texted Syahidin and he called. Poured everything out to him on the phone. I found it awkward though since it was our first time speaking to each other on the phone.

^skip^

Amir came to Changkat, as promised. I was jumping for joy at the sight of the Siglap takraw team. I just wanted to see Amir so badly after what Azri did to me. Watched takraw from 3.00 - 6.15. The Siglap guys are adorable, number 12, number 6♥, number 5, number 9.
:D

2010-01-31T21:22:00.003+08:00

lovelovelove.
wherever did 'we wont let anything get in the way of our friendship' go?

and you said youre just friends with L, huh?
Trying to lie.
Oh please, you know how smart I can be.
You lie like an amateur, not that I lie so good myself.
But then, who lies and writes the solid truth at their blog?
and about L? sure, Im fucked up about this guy.
Another liar, maybe. I'll give him two months grace.

You, of all people, should know how much I hate being lied to.
I ticks me off, or have you forgotten?.

Just friends, can I laugh?
Or is it forbidden?
Even so, you cant stop me from laughing.
There there.
How can I do that right?
But hey, Im hurt. Im stressed.
Am I not allowed to laugh it all away?
Or should I do what I promised Azri, to bang my bloody head on the wall.
You probably wouldnt care.
Maybe you'd just leave and go running to L.
Tell him whats happened.

I dont know whats happening to us, serious shyt.
Just because of one guy. L.
Just because of him.
I see his smile, I saw his smile before he met you.
The light reached his eyes.
How heartbreaking that is that you get that stupidly fucking awesome guy.
And Im left with those who either broke my heart once,
Or WILL break it.

Babe,
wherever did 'we wont let anything get in the way of our friendship' go?

2010-01-29T20:31:00.002+08:00

Not much to say. This week is a disappointment.
Lets see.

I passed Additional Mathematics. That'll be a first. And Im proud of myself of this achievement.
I failed Elementary Mathematics due to my carelessness. Fucked up.
Failed science Chemistry. GREAT disappointment for this, I swear.

I saw Maziahna and Deeana on the way home today. And they looked as if they didnt see me for so long. Okay, indeed we havent seen each other in awhile. But her reaction to seeing me was one that I least expected. Though seeing them made me smile widely, Ive missed 'em babes.

Last week. Takraw match.
Ping Yi Secondary was there. Which meant a dreadful day for me. Why? Isam was there.
Spent time with adek. I love Acit alot ♥

I need to find the time for my Angels [fiqah ^ sheila], Elle, and some other friends.
but time now. time is too precious to waste.
And now im wasting my time typing all this. Shyt.

2010-01-25T19:31:00.003+08:00

Seems Andrew can never stop giving snide comments on things or people he find, not suiting his taste. And one thing he cant stop saying is cheesebun. He goes cheesebun cheesebun, maybe trying to avoid using vulgarities since I was getting frustrated by such language. But nevertheless, it did cheer me up. Somehow. Kay bye.

2010-01-19T19:34:00.006+08:00

Im sick, serious shyt. Ive never felt so sick for so many months and now it shocks me that im down with fever again. Slept like a pig over at Fatin's. I know, Fatin knows that when Im sick I really sleep like one pig, noone can wake me up.

Anyhoo, got bloody caught in the rain. Im gonna be so sick at school tomorrow, I can forsee that. And whatever, if Andrew found out about it. Cause, I just find him cute, thats all. Nothing much to be spreading rumours or whatever around the class alright, serious shyt uh people.

I find her hair like so, boomz.
Yknow, what with all the colour and stuff.
I love!

This picture is part of my research for Design and Technology, if youre wondering why im being so sickeningly random. My project would be focussing on COLOURS. So, there goes youre answer. :D

xoxo ; dhaniie.

2010-01-17T16:57:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY.

Home > Fatin's House > Century Square > Tampines Mall > Tampines 1 > MacD

Bused to Fatin's. Hasif boarded the bus, cute freak. He sat beside me, I resisted the urge to just turn around and say hi to him, since I was afraid he wouldnt recognise me. So I just gave him one dimply smile.

Reached Fatin's, stood outside her door though she told me to wait at the void deck, I wanted to scare her. It work, she freaked out and oh heavens her reaction was worth a million dollars, I swear.

Went to Tamp Mart to get our Design&Tech stuff, and went up to her place to complete some of the tasks we are required to complete by the next Design&Tech lesson. D wanted to meet but canceled at the last mintue because of some reasons.

Fatin's dad sent us to tamp 1, then we walked to Century Square to start our research, and I went to look at friendship bands when this guy hit me. I turned and he said hi, gave me quite a shock. Luck was on his side, I didnt hit him. Cause he's cute. Haha. Moved on to Tampines Mall, I went to look at more friendship bands, then went to Tamp 1. Went to look around, and when we passed this toy shop, a remote controlled car[with a sponge bread stuck on top of it] zoomed out of it towards Fatin and I. I screamed and ran away, and the bloody sales person made that controlled car chase after me, serious shyt. Fatin was laughing so hard, and I was red faced. -_-

OKAY, IM DONE.

2010-01-14T17:38:00.003+08:00

Elle Sarafina ♥

Met Nizam straight after school and trained to Pasir Ris to meet Elle♥. Got to meet her friends, Farah, Khairi, Faris, Fatin Ashraf[?] and some others. Friendly people, easy to get along with.

Anyway, met D. And stuff.
Elle darling would know what happened.

I WANT TO MEET ELLE SARAFINA AGAIN! AGAIN! ♥♥

2010-01-13T19:42:00.004+08:00

Taken from FiQah's blog. ♥

And, agreed.

2010-01-12T18:22:00.003+08:00

ACIT ! sayang you alot lah, seriously.

Thanks so much for being there for me, never giving up when I wanted to give up. We shared the same problems, same everything. Well, almost everything. You are the one who truly understands me, my problems, and how I feel. You'll be there, you're the first one I find when Im upset, and you never fail to be there. And I truly LOVE YOU for that.

You'll be there for me, and I'll be here for you.
♥♥

And to people out there, who think express students have nothing better to do than look down on others, please think again. The normal academic and normal technical students are smart too, they have their own talents, and most express students know that enough to not look down on them. If anyone out there thinks we are looking down on them, think again. Look for solid proof. Because if the express students really truly look down on the others, then we wouldnt have friends from the other streams. We wouldnt even want to mix around with the other streams if that really is the case. We wouldnt have friends from ITE if that really was the case. So THINK ABOUT IT.

2010-01-08T19:56:00.004+08:00

Friday! That was surprisingly fast. But lets not get so high on the hopes that all the weeks would flow by so smoothly.

Went over to FatiinBbygirl's to get my hair dyed. Copper brown. Thats what was written on the box. Copper brown my ass, its red. Nevermind, I still got my hair dyed, and Fatiin is in love with my hair right now. Oh heavens.

Anyways, I saw Syamil♥♥♥ yesterday. at SP. :D

NP openhouse > RedCampers special : I dont think im going.
Im sorry Firdaus. *sad - innocent face*

Alright! Bangs again ♥

Nizam - bestbestfriend ♥

2010-01-06T18:25:00.002+08:00

AcitBeautyShakes : Brother tersayang ♥

Half of this post will go to him, the birthday boy!
Acit baby! Its the 6th of January today, so.. Happy 14th Birthday!. Another year older, another year of challenges ahead of you, but I know my brother is strong enough to handle anything that comes his way, right? Study, I dont want to hear a time where you didnt study for your exams. I want you to succeed, all the best in your future endeavors, adek. Sayang kau.

___________________

Mr Koh was so happy today. Too happy, he was hyper. He realised that the whole class was very quiet when he taught. From the silence, he inferred that we didnt like him being our humanities teacher and that we wanted Miss Chan in his place. So, he tried cheering us up by decorating the board with the "Countdown to Miss Chan's projected arrival" along with cute drawings of people and clouds. It was cute. But he was so, i dont know.

Mr Koh : Eh from back here I look at my handwriting it looks ugly

*Silence*

Mr Koh : Eh which teacher has the ugliest handwriting ah?

*Silence*

Mr Koh : dont worry, I wont give you referral for telling.

*Silence*

Mr Koh : ... which teacher has nice handwriting?

Class : Miss Marie Lee!... MISS CHAN!..

Mr Koh : then the ugly handwriting?

Class : Mr __!

Mr Koh : HAHAHAHAHA.

2010-01-05T18:02:00.002+08:00

Teacher : I want to get someone with the surname Tan.
*Flips through attendance file.

Class : Aqil! Aqil! Aqil Tan!

Teacher : *still looking through class attendance* No Aqil Tan.

Me : Muhammad Aqil Tan, cher!

Teacher : oh. Aqil Tan, do the [i dont know what he said] on the board.

Class : HAHAHAHAHAAH!!!

___________________________________________________

Mr Koh : Nevermind if it doesnt concern you, I want to tell.

Class : Show off sia cher.

Mr Koh : Eh, of course la. They get good result I must show.

Class : -_-

*Skip*

Mr Koh : compare Mr Koh to National average. Mr Koh is higher.

Class : HAHA.

*skip*

Mr Koh : So who is reliable? Miss Chan or Mr Koh?

Class : MISS CHAN !!!

Mr Koh : no, Mr Koh and Miss Chan !

*skip*

Mr Koh : Then your favourite teacher will come back

Class : yayyyyy

Mr Koh : no la, Mrs Koh. Stil got Koh inside.

Class : -_- !!

bye '09, hello '10

2010-01-01T21:24:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year.

Celebrated the new year with Fatiin along with her extended family, Atyqa along with her sister, and Naddy over at Fatiin's house. Purposely went over to Fatiin's early since I want to get out of my house as soon as possible.

Helped Fatiin tidy up her room alittle, tried straightening Naddy's hair, though it really wasnt any use. Laughed and talked crap a whole lot. Been long since I did that. I cried, Fatiin tried her best to comfort and console me. Thanks loads babe. Finally got to meet Kak Irah, jambu like angel uh she. D miss called, Kak Irah called him back. Lucky Kak Irah was around, when he put down the phone so abruptly, Fatiin, Kak Irah and Tyqa were doing all they could to cheer me up.

Texted Luke buddy♥ and Syamil♥♥♥. Luke tried comforting me too, thanks dude. Gave me some awesome advice, he really can be a counselor, his friends were right about him. Texted Syamil to distract my mind, and it really help tonnes for me. I grew lazy of texting so I called him. Syamil made me laugh so hard, I appreciate that. His brother, Dan, joined in the conversation too, and I swear he was making me scream at the phone. HAHA.

Pics with Tyqa, so wait long long till I get them. bye.

2009-12-30T20:19:00.003+08:00

Those were the times. Times I still managed to get out into the light.

2009-12-30T18:03:00.002+08:00

Chatted with Luke and Fatiin.
I agree with Luke, its really been some time since we saw each other. Hope to go for the Ngee Ann Poly open house - most prolly on the last day , so that I can see fellow centurions and Luke. Maybe bump into Faizal.

I didnt give Luke a chance to deny that he's cute, hurray for me. He wanted to see Abang Syamil's picture since I told him how they really look so much alike. So well, showed him. And he showed me a girl's profile and said I looked like her. Hahaaaa.

KAY. im just bored. BYE

horoscope

2009-12-29T13:13:00.001+08:00

yesterday. [true]
You have a bold nature, Aries, but sometimes the boldness drives you straight into trouble, and this is one of those times. Fortunately, you have someone who will help extricate you from the trouble, but afterward, may become less favorable to you. This is a problem that comes from an image issue on your end: not admitting that you are wrong, or not making a true assessment of your competence. If you just learn that it's better to do something that you're good at successfully, you'll eliminate troubles like this once and for all.

today. [true]
Expect communication to pick up a bit, Aries. You are likely to be involved in running around a bit: possibly visiting as well as taking care of necessary errands. Chances are good that you will have to set aside something you really want to do in order to take care of something that you have to do. At the same time, you are getting something done and not having to worry about it anymore. You are likely to get help from others and be able to turn it into fun anyway. Keep your opinions to yourself today.

2009-12-22T19:47:00.001+08:00

I asked for Love, so God gave me troubled friends to help. You may never get what you want, but you were given everything you need to get it. Now, I see..

-Herlmi Romeo

2009-12-21T13:49:00.007+08:00

People with no life, disrupting the life of others.

I really dont get you spammers. Why disrupt others' lives? Why tell the whole world of the flaws someone has? It really makes no sense. At the very least, I cant make any sense out of it. If you dislike the person, if you have to settle things with the person, atleast save your dignity and settle it face to face, not this way. Not by spamming, it really wont make anything better. Just think about it.

And to those spamming me, dont bloody hell mess with Fatiin and Fir. One word on their tagboard and its enougt to tick me of right now. So freaking get lost.

eeee, blackhole

2009-12-14T15:23:00.009+08:00

Still deep in the blackhole.
Someone please help. Oh wait. Awww, yet again, no one can.

Blackhole. Great enough that it destroyed my holiday mood. Im going to need someone to accompany me to school on Wednesday. Another great idea. Seeing the school building would be the best thing for me. Not ever. Not for as long as I live.

Blackhole. It has its advantages. Nobody wants to talk to a person so down. Wait. Maybe that's a disadvantage all the same. Regardless, I want to be on my own. On certain people wont irritate me if they were to talk to me.

"If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn into a mighty stranger."

Tragedy happens. ♥

the thought of O level

2009-12-10T21:16:00.004+08:00

Was day dreaming just now, as usual I have nothing much to do compared to the other teenagers around my age. Eventhough im not grounded, I feel like im grounded. Holidays are boring, maybe I should just give Syamil a text saying I need the time with him and Diniy.

Back on track. I was day dreaming, like I said. And it suddenly struck me, like, someone threw a brick at me or something. I had totally forgotten Im going to sit for my O levels next year. Next year. In just afew months time. I dont know whether it was good or bad, but Im simply scared out of my wits.

You may say, " come on Dhaniie, the Os are still months away ".

If that sentence was coming from those people in the express stream, I would really say that you have to wake up. Months away, yes its true. But how confident are you that you'll pass with flying colours, right? Im aiming 18 points, maybe less. I hope I can meet my target.

Anyways, havent been talking to Fatin much this holiday. Seems we're drifting apart. But somehow I dont seem to care. I havent fully recovered, still sick. Whats more, Im becoming so much slower. So if I dont get what you tell me, dont get mad. If you do, then nevermind, I'll freaking get out of the way. Im in no mood to entertain much people, Im in no mood for anything much at all, and as you can see, my posts are getting much more dull by the day.

I need a day at the beach, someone please accompany me. I feel like going with Shaikh, but even the thought of having him accompany me to the beach just makes me upset. Even when I so badly want to spend time with him.

So seems Im becoming prety much empty inside. There's not a spark of light in my eyes. Only few know me enough, till to see that little spark of light in my eyes with what im going through right now is something so much to them.

Im not promising anyone. Im not promising Syahidin, Fatin, Fred, Kadri, Sheila, Fiqah, Elle. Im not promising that I can ever come out of this blackhole. And be the cheerful girl that all of you once knew. And Im very sorry for that, do forgive me.

2009-12-09T19:46:00.005+08:00

19th December - Elle Sarafina ♥
22th December - Hafiz Spencer, RC6
25th December - Shakir
26th December - Khairul Marzuki, RC6

Friends' birthdays are just around the corner. And check out the dates. Close, right? Anyways Im thinking of getting Elle something, but what? And lets see, she fears meeting me up on her birthday, apparently Im the most dangerous person to meet up during your birthday, right Elle? *wink*

New Moon :

2009-12-08T20:49:00.005+08:00

New Moon was okay. Its a mix of comedy, and beautiful romance. Just the way I like it. But someone fell asleep during the movie, and practically snored from beginning till end. Truely irritating, I must say.

2009-12-07T20:29:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday Ho Ming

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Phlegmatic Temperament :

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. ...While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

Bolded are the points that I find are true about my character.
Coloured and in italics are ones that Im unsure of.

Freda

I miss this hyper girl lah, when was the last time we went out or hung out together? Im guessing the last time we did was on Fad's birthday. And gee, how long was that. Afew months I guess, about 10 months ago? Yeah, we do bump into each other constantly while on the way to school in the morning, sometimes in the afternoon when we're on our way home. Hug, chat alittle, and we'd be on our way. I just miss hanging out with you, having you be random and super hyper around me. Hahahaa. Eh, panjang jugak aku tulis pasal ini anak.

elle sarafina ♥

2009-12-06T14:00:00.005+08:00

editted ~

This post goes out to my dearest girlfriend, Elle Sarafina ♥ :

Thanks for hearing me out, darling. You really have been there when I need someone to lend their ear, just to listen to me pour it all out. From the very start, about Shakir and all. Eventhough it was just for awhile that we talked last night, it atleast got the pain lifted from my chest. Thank you Elle.

And do remember, dont be too sad alright? Be patient, they would surely come by when the time comes. We really shouldnt rush right now, most of them are only going for those that can satisfy them at the moment. The matured ones would surely go for girls like you, darling. So just take your time, dont go to them. Let them come to you.

I love you muchmuch, darls.
Meet up soon, yeah :D

Images are as clear as ever.

2009-12-03T15:28:00.005+08:00

You know you cant escape those flashbacks.
Even if you try your best.

At times like these, I cant help but reminisce. To take myself back to the past. To experience all that we once were. To try and recall every bit of detail. And compare to what has become of us now. And I dont care how much it hurts me deep down inside. Because I know I would breakdown every now and then when the flashbacks come by.

Nobody can bring back my old cheerful self from the person Ive turned into now. Because its trapped somewhere deep. And as for that Id congratulate anybody who manages to bring back the old me.

What I want now is to have Abang Syamil maybe along with his bestfriend Diniy, to be around me. Maybe Id indulge in all those delicious treats : chocolates, icecream, frappes. To take my mind off all this. I guess watching Luke's extreme Wii boxing aint a crime either.

So bye ♥

weird dream?

2009-11-29T17:18:00.004+08:00

Adin ♥

The picture's there for a reason:

I dreamt about Adin lastnight. A very weird dream, I shall say. It seemed real though, since Fatin, Hafiz, Faizal and Nadiah were in it too. So it went pretty much like this. :

It was supposedly a planned re-union outing between us girls and our above mentioned student leaders, Adin Hafiz and Faizal. The weird thing is, why only three of us girls and three of them guy student leaders. So I was rushing to meet Adin and Fatin at Pasir Ris mrt platform, apparently I was late. Trained to City Hall where the others were. Nadiah started nagging about how late I was and how she had to entertain the two guys and she was the only girl.

Went to Esplanade. Sat there in a circle, Adin and Nadiah by my side. Fatin suddenly jumped up and exclaimed :
"I Love Elmo!"
And sat back down. Hafiz got a huge shock out of that, he made a 1 million dollar face, and all laughed except Fatin and Hafiz, I guess they didnt really get why we laughed. Haha..

Was basking in the beauty of the sunset and Adin was playing with my hair. Which is very strange considering the fact that I am not close to him at all in reality. And out of the blue, he played with my fringe and said :
" You dont look pretty with your fringe this way "
And he did something to my fringe, and I was beginning to say something, but I decided not to. Nadiah and the rest were urging me to say it, so without looking at Adin :
" Adin was hoooot "

And they all laughed and rolled on the floor, including Adin.
Then I woke up, startled. haha. Come on, I obviously dont have the guts to say Adin is hot right infront of him right?

kay bye!

selamat hari raya haji.

2009-11-27T21:38:00.003+08:00

Im back from Darwin, Australia. Come on, be happy. I want to see a wide smile upon that face of yours, thank you very much. To say that Darwin was a great place, would be such a lie. Though I did enjoy myself, since I got to learn afew things along the way. But the heat was really unbearable, it was really difficult to find halal food, and the shops were closed most of the time. So, as a Singaporean, who naturally likes to shop, staying in Darwin even for afew days can be torture. Reached Singapore at 9.53pm [Singapore time] on Thursday night. Switched my mobile on and the texts kept coming nonstop, like wow?. Decided only to reply texts from Kadri and Alex, and then texted him.

Enough about Darwin. Its Hari Raya Haji today. Grandparents are over at my place, meaning aunts and uncles are coming over. Abang Syamil came over. That made me happy. Even though we've just met about a week ago at REDcamp, I still missed him alot. What can I say, he's an awesome cousin. So he went on disturbing me about the centurions cheers, and I went on teasing him about the Spartans cheers. Both of us got frustrated with each other, so we agreed to joke about the other tribes's cheers. Had a great laugh, really. I love my cousin! ♥

Azrn, takecare.

2009-11-20T10:11:00.009+08:00

CENTURIONS : too sexy for REDcamp!♥

REDcamp was a blast, or lets put it the Centurions's way : REDcamp6 was so very boomz!. I really cant remember another camp that I have attended where I enjoyed myself this much, especially since I got to spend it with my awesome cousin, abang Syamil, even though im a Centurion and he's a Spartan. The Centurion tribe leaders were extremely friendly and very enthusiastic, I really dont think there was a time I didnt enjoy myself during REDcamp. I made new friends, spent some time with abang Syamil, and I got to meet his beautiful bestfriend Diniy. I think I may even sign-up for REDcamp again next year.

Im having severe post-REDcamp Withdrawal Symptoms. I miss waking up early in the morning to catch the free shuttle bus to Ngee Ann for REDcamp. I miss screaming and shouting from the top of my lungs and not getting stared at, but instead being cheered on to scream and shout louder. I miss dancing the REDcamp mass dance. I miss my fellow Centurions, though I know I can bump into the those Centurions from HaiSing anytime. I miss my dramatic Centurion tribe leaders the most, I miss dancing and moving to the beat during Hop-nite with them. I miss REDcamp.

First day was really great, Second day was meant for bonding, Third day was really unforgettable. And Im really sorry to hear what happened to Azrin on the last night of REDcamp. Azrin, do takecare.

I miss this most.
When I say REDcamp , you say six :
REDcamp? six! REDcamp? six!
When I say what camp, you say REDcamp :
What camp? REDcamp! What camp? REDcamp! What camp? REDcamp6!
**cheering from all tribes**

Tribes went wild even with lollipops in their mouths!

The Centurion tribe leaders! ♥♥

This is Lopez, one of my tribe leaders.

This is Alastair, one of my tribe leaders.
Very ah-beng, but the best to hang out with when you're bored. ♥

This is Azrn, one of my tribe leaders.
Yes, he's the one who I asked to takecare of himself.
The guy with the hottest "we are a Centurion-star" moves.

This is Fauzi, one of my tribe leaders.
Voted the sexiest male tribe leader of the Centurions.
He has the sexiest moves to all the cheers.

This is Adin, one of my tribe leaders.
He seems to have the hottest move to every cheer.
And he's always blowing the whistle.
Gosh, Adin! I want that whistle!♥

This is Hafiz, one of my tribe leaders.
He was the very first person who caught my attention with his smile.
Unforgettable person, I will never forget him ♥

This is Hazlin and Ammar, two of my tribe leaders.
The two people with the loudest voices among the leaders.
they never fail to get every Centurion's attention.

This is Zul, one of my tribe leaders.
The most enthusiastic amongst all of them.
Never has his smile upside down [:

This is Faizal, one of my tribe leaders.
The one who always makes me smile.
The one who I treat like an elder brother. ♥

Group photo with Hafiz

Tribe leaders getting horny and high.
Here comes Adin jumping on Lopez! haha.

Sezairi performing. ♥

Adin has his hair tied, gosh he looks cute.
Now the rest are busy turning him into a girl. 0_0

Jannine! Lets break the record by sucking lollipops, baybeh! ♥

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CENTURION TRIBE CHEERS :

Centurions!
Too sexy for REDcamp
Too sexy for REDcamp
Camp sexy yeaaaaaahh...
**

Oh hot damn
Centurions jam!
keep the part up in REDcamp
y'all dont understand
why we put our hands in the
Ayer-A-Ayer . Ayer-A-Ayer . Ayer-A-Ayer.
Shhhhhhhhh
[Adin has the hottest moves to this cheer!]
**

1.2.3.4
Uno . Dos . Dres !
I know you want me
You know I want'cha!
I know you want me
You know I want'cha!
Pak Pak Pak Pak Pak Pak Pak
I say a rum-bah-ehhh
I say a rum-bah-ohhh
I say a rum-bah-ehhh
I say a CEN-TU-RIONS!
[Fauzi has the sexiest moves to this cheer!]
**

in all misery there will be happiness ♥

2009-11-16T16:25:00.020+08:00

Finally went to the beach after waiting so long. Went with Sheila and Farah Tagged along. Thanks for accompanying me, girls. I really felt better after going to the beach. Especially with two fun and awesome girls. Texted Shaikh buddy to see whether he was free. He was, only thing he couldnt contact me after his school ended because his prepaid was low. So well, lets put it this way : I didnt get to spend time with Shaikh, how sad. I miss you, buddy! But nevermind, spent my time at PRP with the girls, took plenty of pictures. Im guessing a hundred over? There are only fifty plus picures here, the rest are with Sheila and Farah. ♥

It rained on us. Right when we were enjoying the great ocean breeze. Now look at that picture. Yes, the one right above. I happened to be sitting right there, for shelter from the heavy rain. Played songs loudly, sang along. I guess our voices were awefully nice, thats why it rained so hard. HAHA. And afew minutes later, water started gushing in from the playground behind the shelter. And, of course, the place became flooded. So Farah, Sheila and I rushed to the nearest bustop, inspite of the rain. Infact, all we worried about was that the rain would ruin our hair. HAHA. kay, bused to Whitesands. The bus was so bumpy I swear I could have puked right there! Walked around at Whitesands for awhile, saw Nabil-bro. Waved and Sheila and I went on our way. One big round at Whitesands and we were out of there. Walked all the way to interchange and Sheila wanted to go to the loo. So we went back to Whitesands and on the way I caught sight of this guy with a beatles hairstyle, really cute. Accidentally made eye-contact with him, and he smiled at me , I smiled back and I went all melty-ish. I admit, he's cute. Ask Sheila if you dont believe me.

After going to the restroom, went to 7-11 to get something to fill my empty stomach. Then Sheila said she wanted ice-cream so we walked back to Whitesands to get her some ice-cream, and I almost bumped into Hykel [is it? forgot how to spell his name] and Zul. Those two are so, i dont know? Kept turning around to look at me, why didnt they just say Hi? Hahaaa, boys will always be boys. Anyways, walked back to 7-11 and got Apple Tea, wheeee. Went to sit and the beatle-hair guy was there. Walked to interchange and they followed us [?] Right Sheila? haha. Bused home. Now im here.

Sheila

Dhaniie

Farah

I find this so cool, because of the background [♥]

My bag is such a loner.

Isnt Farah pretty? [:

Cyclops [:

Sheila : Lu pe hal girl? Mau gadoh? [HAHAHA]

The clouds were so scary. But cool all the same.

Masai right?

Yes, when Im happy and hyper, this happens.

Wind was so strong, I love the beach!

Farah Darling [:

I love them, kay. ♥

Ive got the power!

Oh, the clouds are so cool!

peace, we are masai girls [:

I love this picture so much.

something popped in my head

2009-11-15T13:42:00.011+08:00

I remembered this, you used to say it to me :
I want to bask in the beauty of your eyes.
[Do you still remember?]

So much for Happy Holidays. My holiday hasnt been a holiday at all. Ive been busy with school, Ive come down with fever, I have to study for madrasah end-of-year examinations. And studying while having a fever really isnt the best thing to do. Been vomitting, having stomach cramps and bodyaches for the past 4 days or so, noone seems to care much about it except for bestfriends, especially Syahidin. Since noone cares, maybe I shouldnt care either?

Anyways, will be going of to Australia in afew days time. Im pretty sure noone will miss me, but heck care about that. Im in no mood to go. The only thing Im really looking forward to is REDcamp, seeing Diniy and Abang Syamil. Maybe an outing or two with the girls after that. I really need to release all the stress and calm down at the beach. Elle, Sheila, Fiqah, Freda? Any of you willing to accompany? Okay, besides that, I dont think you should disturb me cause I'll be rotting in my room, thanks.

Currently chatting with Yassar and Sheila cintaaa[s]. Sheila is telling me to stay strong and not breakdown while Yassar is being such a sweetheart, cheering me up at a time like this. Chatting with Yassar about something random, the topic came out of nowhere. What to do, both of us are random people, right?

Yezzzer. says:
hahahaha
magician kebabai
idk how to do card tricks lagi ada

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA, ! yelaaaah. abeh nak ape? lol

Yezzzer. says:
hahahah, entah!
gasak lah
i made you happy dah bagus kan kan kan

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
HAHAHAHA, yes, dah bagus sangat2!

Yezzzer. says:
hahahaha. alamak my kepala sakit ah
mintak kene panadol

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
haha, kesiannye! go eat panadol go

Yezzzer. says:
takut ah,
hahahaha

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
HAHAHA, whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? yassar! takot obat?!
haha

Yezzzer. says:
takot mati ah!
hahahahaha

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
HAHA, ya allah! hahahahahahaaha
buat lawak uh u ni ehhhhh. HAHAHAHA, haiyy

Yezzzer. says:
hahahaha
eh at least i made you happy!
should thank me tau!

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
HAHAHAH, okay. terima kasih ya abang Yassar. hehekk

Yezzzer. says:
hahaha, no!
patut put at your pm
thank you yassar ♥

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
HAHAHAH, sure sure

Yezzzer. says:
HAHA, reeally?
aww so manis!
like gula gula sour

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
HAHAHAHAH, kay dah, go seee. ciss, gula2 sour lepas sour dier pun datangnye manissss.

Yezzzer. says:
tu la! hahahaha
so atut happy i call you gula2 manis
*PATUT

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ςнεıια:] says:
hmmm, you want to meet me outside my school ? then we walk go there?

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
hahaaa, ur sch at where eh? xD

ςнεıια:] says:
lols??
you dunnoee??

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
HAHAHHA, err, a'ah, no idea where
xD

ςнεıια:] says:
errrm
tauu manerr elias mall?

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
errrrrrrr, uh i think?

ςнεıια:] says:
lols
tauu takk ?
if you know. then i meet you there?

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
i dont know how to get there HAHAHAHAHA

ςнεıια:] says:
lolss??
youu that 358 got 2 types?
one stop at interchange one cont to west of pasir ris?

!`; dhaniieee ♥ says:
hahaaa. uhhhh. what?

______________________________________________________________

Im so blur sotong, and Yassar is such a.. I dont want to write, Sekali he come upon my blog he see me I kene jotos. xD

SCHEDULE :
First two weeks : occupied with Bridging programme [ done! ☺]
13th November : beach with girls [canceled]
14th November : Madrasah exam on akhlak / tafsir [ done! ]
17th November : REDcamp first day
18th November : REDcamp second day
19th November : REDcamp last day , Hop-nite ♥
21st November : Madrasah exam on lughah / fiqh , off to Australia
26th November : Back from Australia

alright, bye!
assalamu'alaikum ♥

I HEART SEZAIRI SEZALI ♥

2009-11-13T20:03:00.006+08:00

Second post :

♥ Sezairi

i'll miss you, buddy. ♥

2009-11-13T13:37:00.007+08:00

Had A hard time going to sleep last two nights. Reason being Im feeling rather unwell for the past week or so. Im really hating this. I keep vomitting, my stomach hurts. Im having a fever, and the rain yesterday made it worst, thank you.

Yesterday was unbearable. Thanks to Kadri and Fatin for helping me pull through. I had to let a bestfriend go, really let go. Im not going to interfere, if thats what his girlf wants. Im sorry if I caused you any trouble, bestf. Takecare of her and yourself kay. Also, I have to bear with it, Im telling myself not to visit his blog. Kadri, Ain, Naazira, Shaleen and Fatin knows why. It hurts. He wouldnt understand, Ive tried to explain countless times, he just doesnt wait and listen to what I have to say. He tries to comfort me, I'll feel better then, but I'd get hurt again later. I just doesnt seem right.

Woke up today with a frown on my face, Fatin called me at 7.45am. Listened to what she had to say with answers that I think irritated her. For example ;
"dhaniie, aku nari takleh make it"
"ahhh"
"eh aku takleh dengar ape kau ckp"
"aahhh"

I know my answers were short. What do you expect, she woke me up early in the morning when I wanted to get some rest. I wasnt in the mood to talk to anyone. And afterwards I had a hard time falling asleep again, but well, I managed to fall asleep and wake up at 11.13am since Fatin called me again. I didnt aswer, though. Wasnt in the mood. Lay in bed till 11.30, recieved text message from Dzul. Replied, and texted Anisa that todays outing is canceled due to the many people who cant make it. Yes, the outing was canceled. I dont really mind though. Still feeling unwell, and he's worrying too much, it makes me worry too.

Didnt even meet up with Freda. Guess she was busy? And Hanissah too. Everybody suddenly seemed so busy. I got so fed-up I didnt even step out of the house to make the outing just for Elle, Lisa and me. tsk.~

On the contrary, REDcamp is in 3 days time, freak-out! Go centurions! :D

When all turns out wrong.

2009-11-12T19:17:00.007+08:00

A science[chemistry] video just for the fun of it.
Its really very interesting, do watch it.
For those taking chemistry, I know you guys will get the jokes that the professor makes during his lesson of showing the reactions of Sodium and Potassium in water. I bet after watching this you would want this professor to be your teacher. [:

Im explaining to Kadri about this video 'cause he totally doesnt get what the professor is doing and why the students are laughing at his antics. So well, Im being Kad's chemistry teacher for the day. And he's being a teacher's pet! heeee.
Earlier on, Kad and I were talking about something when :

CarD Pakao says:
cute pe
kucings are adorable little creatures

!`; dhaniieee Ÿ says:
hahahhas, "little creatures". terase. haha. dahlah i pendek.
xD

CarD Pakao says:
hahaha!
pendek2 cute, tkmu tkot
haha

!`; dhaniieee Ÿ says:
hahahhas, yay i cute! HAHAHA. xD

CarD Pakao says:
cnfrm lobang idong besar

!`; dhaniieee Ÿ says:
hahaha, kurangasam. takdelah

CarD Pakao says:
hehehe
kembang mahh

!`; dhaniieee Ÿ says:
tak kembang uh. [x

CarD Pakao says:
haha
yela tu
eyk!
brb!
nk mkn kfc

!`; dhaniieee Ÿ says:
-_o.
kaykay

CarD Pakao says:
sedap tao
nice hot chickens

!`; dhaniieee Ÿ says:
hahahas. hot chicks eh kad
[x

CarD Pakao says:
yeshh
hehe

!`; dhaniieee Ÿ says:
hahah, kaykay, gi enjoy u nye hot chicks.

CarD Pakao says:
haha ok2

2009-11-11T19:14:00.007+08:00

YASSAR said :

Dhaniie manis macam gula-gula sour.

♥

Received a letter from REDcamp. Read through the stuff that was in the envelope, and I got to know Im in the centurion tribe. Yes baby, centurion. Im needed to come dressed in yellow. And I only have one yellow shirt, for goodness sakes. And well, its really not very comfortable for CCA day. I guess Id be looking for cheap shirts, and I must constantly remind myself that I am getting yellow colour shirts. Hahaa. Okay, back on track. I asked abang Syamil about the group he got into. He got into the spartans tribe, how sad. Nevertheless, we should hang togather during hop-nite. Im really looking forward to meeting Diniy. :D

Positive thinking, chicken rice. Isnt that cute? Right, of course it is, Sezairi said that. And oh, its the results now! Please, Sezairi be safe! ♥☺
Its down to Faisal and Sezairi. Faisal is safe, awesome. Okay, now its Sezairi and Charles. My heart is beating so fast, I really want Sezairi to be in the top 3 please. And okay after the long tension that Gurmit made me feel, Sezairi is safe. Hahaaaa, ohmygosh, the pressure made me pinch my own cheeks, freak. So imagine how releaved I am now that Faisal and Sezairi is safe.
I heart Faisal and Sezairi. ♥

2009-11-10T18:14:00.004+08:00

[A Walk To Remember]

Quoted from the movie :
Love is like wind ;
You can never see it , But you can always feel it.

Finished bridging at 12.30 , and I was off to bestf's crib , since both of us needed to use the toilet urgently. Forget that bit. As usual, everytime Im at Bestf's crib, she'd play a movie, usually ones that she think would make me breakdown when I watch.

She played the movie ; A Walk To Remember. Its quite safe to say that its an old movie. A really sweet story, really heart-warming, surely this movie can touch the heart of every girl. It definitely touched mine. I did breakdown while watching this movie, Shane was superbly sweet. Guys should watch this, Shane is one guy that every girl would dream for.

2009-11-09T17:45:00.006+08:00

Okay, Im really missing Hafizh already. Usually he'll be sitting infront of me being his noisy self during English lessons. But today, we had English for our bridging lesson, and well, he wasnt there. And it was very quiet without him there. The life of the class, the class clown. No longer with us next year. Classes just wouldnt be the same without him having his random outbursts. Oh well, I know he'll be looking for me on the 28th of May next year. Of course to bug me about his birthday present. And of course, he'll be bugging me about it all year if I ever forget. :D

On the contrary, would most probably be slacking with Freda love[♥] , this Friday. Got to say that it's been quite some time since I hung out with her, betol? And I hope she can make it, will be looking forward to spending time with you eh kembarjambuu , *peace.

HAHAHAHAHAH, momma asked me to snap that!

seluar dalam terselit, nampak [?]

2009-11-08T17:33:00.004+08:00

"funny bunny dhaniie honey nak money" - Isnt it like freaking cool ? He's like making up all these rhymes and it all just falls nicely in place. All of it even sounds nice, for goodness sake. He's like a word magician or something.

Currently chatting with him. And a certain someone has been giving me missed-calls me since 4pm. I kind of suspected him of being the one who was calling me, but didnt tell. To confirm my suspicions I told him about it and observed his reactions, but he bloody hell texted me saying "dhaniie barney(:" and freaking laughed at me on msn. Kadri youre such a freak of a friend, you know that? HAHA.

2009-11-08T11:36:00.003+08:00

to Guest :
Please eh, kau ni marah kat orang tak tentu pasal ni ape hal, kau bilang aku skarang? Orang tak buat apape salah terhadap kau, kau nak carik pasal ni semue asal? Pasal uh kalau aku nak kate Acit handsome pasal adek aku ni memang handsome lah please. Pade kau dier tak handsome tu, kau peyy pasal okay, aku bukan nak carik pasal ngan kau. Biarlah Ririn mataer ngan dier, kau tak happy pe? Ke jealous sangat sampai kene bbual konek kat tagboard dier? And muke aku hancor aku punye pasal uh, nak satu dunie tahu tu pe hal? Checkcheck eh, kau peyy muke yang hancor uh. Kau kenal aku, aku tak goyang uh eyy. Kau brani tagg tapi tak brani letak name, kau brani tagg tapi kalau part jumpe kau kecot. Eh please eyy, kalau kau takot nak jumpe jangan nak tagg aku atau Ririn lagi eh!

[Haaaa, gambar asal boleh amek jer sia, Dhaniie.]

This is my awesome cousin, Abang Firdaus. **peace. Anyway abang, I really have no idea on who that guest may be. Im really freaking pissed with this person though, has the guts to tag at my tagboard, but doesnt have the guts to include the name. Chill, and thanks for standing up for me, I love you truckloads cousin ♥

Assalamu'alaikum ;

2009-11-07T12:55:00.003+08:00

Ive been promoted to secondary4 express. I guess he did pray for me? Anyway, Im not happy. You may ask me : What more do I want, right? Being promoted is one thing, but getting good results is another. And to say my results were horrifyingly bad, like my form teacher said, I was helped by my teachers, thats the reason Im still in express next year. I have to say, Im really greatful to the teachers for pushing me up to sec4 express next year, I really hope to not dissappoint you guys anymore, especially Mrs Te. Yes, I will achieve my 20 points for you.

And Im going to miss this awesome guy, Hafizh. Wont be in the same class anymore, wont be having my laughs, wont be cheered up instantly by his comical behaviour anymore. Never going to forget those moments. Nevertheless, I'll still be seeing plenty of him at school, so no worries. Haaaa, ~